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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

MOVED!
HERE!HERE!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009
screwed

argh, my body clock is screwed. thats one thing i hate about holidays. hahas round up is tmr, mixed feelings i guess, being a ER is different, hahas. helping to lead a patrol, i hope everything goes well :D

it's times like this when i really wish to be in school, then to suffer all this crap at home. oh well, i cant blame anyone right?

on the other hand, lollipop album is coming out :D and they are going to have a concert soon :D:D
hey! a girl can dream right? HAHAS

Tuesday, June 16, 2009
OH!NO!

what a day, i fell down during dnt, flat down onto the floor! HAHAS :D

cant say i dont have any embarrasing moments uh? :)

people should really know when to open their mouth or shut their mouth. funny things said at wrong things aint funny at all. if you didn't know that.

Monday, June 15, 2009
back

okay, so i decided to abandon tumblr and come back here. hahas
lots of pictures due, but i'm lazy :D hahas!

holidays have been quite okay, going back to school almost every other day! cant wait to end o's and get my life back :) WAHAHAH

so, school as usual, met yanni & jh at lib, badminton & dinner with family.

nice:D

Saturday, May 23, 2009
戴阳天!

i fell in love with someone a few weeks ago .......










戴阳天!

hahas :D dai yang tian lah! okayokay, a picture is worth a thousand words :)
it's nice to know that no matter what others say about my decision, mummy and daddy will still support me. at one point i was so fustrated with people who kept on critising my decision, i didnt even bother talking to them about it. i know myself and what right do they have? are they me? nope, so why act smart. its my future, not yours.
turns out i got to miss rangers this week, and next. fustrating. results suck, really suck. but i'm alright, hahas. i know i got to work harder, and pray!pray!pray! the one thing that kept me going on this whole week. :D shared with cell group on that. it's really by God's grace, and not by my own strength.
哈哈,这几天,我在讲华语!考试要到了,一定要练习吗, 对不对?这次一定要考好,不然我那么努力也没用了!啊!我的华语很烂啦, 不要再写了!我的妈呀。
shall continue tonight :D got to go!


Sunday, May 17, 2009
his love never fails

once again, i was reminded of God's love and promise. conrad's message was just so apt.

rangers was good :D glad to be back, like finally! HAHAS :D although we were missing alot of people. guess everyone's getting real busy already. so i'm able to go round up, but not kelong. suits me actually, hahas. hopefully no last minute lessons! :)

celebrated marcus birthday at ahjisan! yum! XD

no school on monday! HAHAHA. intensive chinese and english from 21st onwards. so NOT looking forward to that. heh

can't sleep, mummy is up with me, facebooking. hahaha!

Saturday, May 16, 2009
O-V-E-R!

so I'm back to blogging before olevel Chinese. hahas

well, exams are finally O-V-E-R! yeah, last few weeks of endless muggings are done. sadly, i still have regrets. hahas. but i know i have done me best! to me, that's okay already :D
humanities paper were surprisingly okay :D phew, cause i was super duper worried cause i didnt study coast for geog, and thankfully i didnt have to do that question. heh
SS was alright, except i wrote one wrong factor for my SEQ, gahhh! * note: must read question carefully next time! hehe

science papers were terrible. but i'm gonna buck up, since i've got tuition for it now. i shall aim for a 1! e maths was alright, except paper 2. killer :( a maths was horrible. gahhh! i was too complacent. i admit. i thought i knew differentiation very well, but what i didnt expect was that Mr Yeo would set so many of it. crapp, i thought they would focus on sec 3 topics. haix

so whats done is done. heading down to RR soon. like finally :D & i dont even know whether i can go for kelong anymore. crap. no round up, no kelong. is this what sec 4 life is all about? whatever.

Monday, May 4, 2009
ciao!

heh heh, probably my last post until chinese O level is done! :D
man, the stress is building up, hahas! SS paper on thursday, and yeahyeah. all the rest will come charging at me real soon. crap

i think exams have kinda segregate me from the outside world. serious. my whole life is now books and me :) strangely, i kind of enjoy mugging! hahas just that its not enough time. grr, lets just say, i'm real behind schedule for my studies. everyday is the same old routine, school, home and mug mug mug. sats are purely mugging days and sunday, a little break :D

one part of me wishes O's would hurry a little and then i can get over it. but then i still dont know a lot of things so yeah. slower a bit. especially with that whatever flu happening. no school? that will be bad. although school is like just a place for me to waste time. i really dont learn anything in school. especially in mrs li class. crap, why do we even have maths revision? when she takes one whole hour just to go through a few questions and no one is even listening?

chinese "shivers" i have to get an A for this, although i've never gotten one throughout my entire school life. :D buck up!

well, for the time being, i have to go memorise my geog too. whoever came up with humanities subjects, i'm really coming after you!

on a lighter note, i watch X-men;the last stand yesterday night :D heh heh. amazing, i love that show now! hahas! hopefully they will have the magneto movie too! hahas. Hugh Jackman is getting really really hot! hahahas


ally :)

Friday, May 1, 2009
daniel henney :)


caught this today with family :D wonderful! hahas i'm suddenly on the x-men craze! hahahah
cleared up some questions i had when they showed X-men! omg, i wanna watch it again! t is seriously damn good! :D and hot guys! many many! hahahaha!

daniel henney :D


agent zero :D cute! too bad he was bad, but he is super cute! HAHAS!

back to study, what a nice way to spend my morning :)

Saturday, April 25, 2009
time to wake up baby; no more time


wonderful day today :) headed down to felicia house at 7 am! went to the childcare centre and waited for them to come! really enjoyable! hahas :) all the little kiddys! i miss you!

OMG, she is super cute lah! when she first came in, she didnt even utter a single word, but just kept on laughing! after she warm up, she kept on chattering non-stop! so cute! hahas

was patting her to sleep, halfway between singing songs and us chattering, she suddenly sat up and gave me a kiss on my cheek! aww, so sweet! hahas. and before she left, she peck my cheek again! i wanna see her again. and she loves to go "aiyah!" hahah

headed to hougang mall, we just sat in the lib. after that started walking around randomly before heading back home. mugged for 2 hours plus. uploaded pictures on FB already! hahas. and yanni's camera always don't work in crucial moments. :D

i miss rangers though. signs

Friday, April 24, 2009
we are meant for each other, dont say we aint

relief. cause i know that everything will turn out all right, no matter how many things we have to go through. i know we will be alright, don't be worried.
love like how we used to love,
play like how we use to play.
study like we never studied before. :D

emotional rollaercaoster this past few days, but i'm glad it's friday today: ) hahas!
CIP tmr at childcare centre! EXCITED! but hor, 7 a.m leh! thats even earlier then school! @.@ hahas! but im sure it will be worth it.

mid year is coming! stress! many many people are telling me not to take mid year so seriously. but i beg to differ. cause my results will be a gauge to know how much i actually know and understand. if i wait till prelims to take it seriously, i know it will be too late. so i will take this seriously. thats me i guess? kiasu people! hahas

and really, why can't people just live in harmony with other races? if everyone just says one sentence less, nothing will happen. instead your keep on going. it's not about wanting to fight or what, seriously. it's about knowing how to respect others. just because of your, friendships can be broken. is it that hard to just keep your mouth shut?

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
maybe ;

MAYBE;
it's just me
it's all my own wishful thinking
it's my imagination
it didn't really happen
it probably didn't happen
or it really isnt what i think it is

i dont know, i wonder if i'm the only one who feels that way. it just seems so different. but everyone seems to be going with it, except me. i wonder why? have i changed? have your changed? have we all changed, unknowingly? i really don't know, and i doubt your won't be able to answer me too.

Monday, April 20, 2009
maybe? mabe not?

have you ever had the feeling of pursuing something, yet at the end of it, realise that it actually adds up to .. nothing (?)

school was relatively okay today. hahah! in between all the hair checks, Mrs Li nagging, farid disappearance and the agony of waiting for oral to start, lessons were quite okay! rally thank God today, was praying really really hard for oral. This is the first time i really felt God's assurance and peace with me. The first time i didn't stammer during oral. No matter what results i get, i will still thank God! :D cause he brought me through!

ohmy, bubble wrap is very very fun. the way you play is very retarded too! :D

Friday, April 17, 2009
time to let go

hmmm, cell sharing was good. maybe not for the others, but it somehow i felt it was directing at me. i asked why must i have such days.

i got my answer today.
cause.
God allows the ups and downs in our lives, and it is also Him that will give us the answer.
so since its all in God's plan, i don't have to worry!

"when men works, men works. when men prays, God works"
how true!


this week has passed really fast. bad times, good times. i'm gonna thank God for all of it! :D

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I am having a very bad headache.
I feel like giving all up.
past few days have been horrible.
God, why do you let me have days like that?

Saturday, April 11, 2009
feel the love


still at ah ma house now, a little too bored. hahas spent almost the whole day studying :) 3 more weeks to mids, 7 plus weeks more to Chinese O's! i can really feel the stress already. signs :(


waiting for my show to load, it's so slow! oh yes, i had a awesome dinner! curry fish head with curry chicken cooked by my aunty. delicious! just that, i ate too much, kinda bloated now -.-
hahas

daddy just called, they caught quite a lot of fishes this time round! hahah. wish i was there. signs again.

pictures of day out @ vivo is on facebook! our self-timer shots didn't fail this time round. heh

Friday, April 10, 2009
he died for our sins

happy good friday :) service was good, thank God for the salvations. and the video reminded me about how great our God is. perfect :D hahah



clique outing at vivo:D fun! pictures pictures and more pictures :D hahas fish spa was super funny, all of us screaming when the fishes came near. BUT THEN! my leg skin felt super smooth lah!. dead skin all gone! heh

dinnered and headed to the water play area. many self-timer shots :D

oh! and i got what i wanted at F21 already! happy girl :) hahas

i wonder why people say things that are so blunt. maybe they don't really mean it, but they should consider others feelings right? i don't know, sometimes i can't help but cringe at their words.

i think i'm missing my family already. boohoo! :( ah ma house now :) meeting cousin for lunch tmr! wheee budget lunch, hahah

Thursday, April 9, 2009
your love has covered me








(JTT outing pictures!)

yeah, it has been a great week. Thank God! :D

it's good friday tmr, and the whole family is going kelong! except me! oh well, choices :) HAHAH
sports day today. well, it's the last i will ever have in my life as a secondary student. i did screamed my lungs out today, hahah. cheering for those who ran, congrats man! :) even though we didnt win all the race, your did put in effort! :D


( a self-timer shot that took ages to get a perfect shot, hahas)

our class tee is so cute! HAHAH. green dino, and ally rawr!

meeting OKABC tmr! d&t class 'date' @ bugis plus shopping on saturday! facebook! you better cooperate! heh :D

Monday, April 6, 2009
DONE BABY, it's over



hahah, i think i have great determination! phew, finally done :D

Saturday, April 4, 2009
if it was like a fairytale


It has been a long week. I'm glad it's Sunday tmr.

went down to church at around 12 for preparation of games day. honestly, i was having doubts again. I was really scared that the kids would not be able to enjoy themselves, or that i would screw up everything. It's amzaing how a simple prayer on a bus can help me so much. after i prayed, i felt peace. God answered my prayer, and i should be thankful at all times :D

can't say i'm not disappointed with some, let's just say.
I'm really loss for words.

I'm tired. sometimes, all i want is a shoulder to lean on. someone who i can trust.
School has been bad recently. deadlines deadlines and more deadlines. test, orals and more tests. how i wish i could put down everything and go with my family to the kelong on Good Friday weekend. But i know if i go with them, i'm bound not to study. i get distracted too easily. i need to be motivated before i will really get down and study. i've got a really good motivater beside me. SO I HAVE MADE A VERY DIFFICULT DECISION TO NOT GO. AND ALSO TO NOT GO FOR ER PROGRAMME. i feel damn sad. haix

Thursday, April 2, 2009

hahahah. just a few days back, after JTT ended. i walked past the pond area of my school, towards the canteen. i glanced around and i got a serious shock of my life. hahahaha. i think i shouted quite loudly that a few students turned back. so embarrasing lah!

so guess what i saw?

just think .. hmmm






yeah, i saw a cattail!
ohmy, i was like what? all along there were cattails growing in my school, and i never noticed it until i attended JTT. goodness me!
hahahahaha.
hahahahah hahahahah hahahahah!

today was quite okay, just a little tired. i never realized how 5 stones are so much fun to play with. had i mini crash course with mummy. ( yes, i'm leading this station even though i have zero clue on how to play it) hahah it brings me back to primary school days. cant wait for saturday, excited! very! hopefully all the kids will enjoy themselves!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
hearts and kisses

today was really meaningful :) i mean, i guess i finally realise how much fun backstage is!
the mood, the tense atmosphere and everything!
and then finally doing the last min touch ups, and 'boom!' they are on stage already! :D fun fun fun! and after watching them perform, proud of us!
2 more projects to go, dance and choir! well, for a start, they have more people! hahaha :) busy busy busy. cheers for today! cause it really was a great day.

changed blogskin again. heh.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009
200th post :)

-edited-


anyway, happy 200th post. hahah

Monday, March 30, 2009
ohmy, the craze

yeah, the JLTA craze is still not over! amazing how these camps can actually impact so many of us.

us before heading to P.U

the joy and the laughter, how could i forget?

to the 4 cmdrs, thank you :D your have impacted my life, each in a different way.

amazing people, amazing times we spent together. :D

JTT'09, it's been a great joy going for the camp and meeting all of your. Memorable camp, i will be looking forward to JSC!

this post has been sitting in my draft box for a long time, hahah. finally posted it :D sunday hurry come and don't hurry go okay! it's time to catch up with JTT peeps! yay!

Sunday, March 29, 2009
believe

my nose is killing me

i don't mind chopping it off. seriously.

today was a goody day :D if you get what i mean. hahaha
went to SKS in the morning, ER programme and ER dinner @ sushi tei :D
fabulous, hahah. need i say more?
spirit challenge was great! shook me a little. do i even contact them when saturday passes? do i make a effort to get to know my patrol better? hahahah, good questions .. heh

ohman, i'm doing 5 stones. where do i buy 5 stones anyway? i don't seem to see them anyway now. haix.
ohmy, i think i'm addicted to the medicated oil. been sniffing it for the past 1 hour? Zzzz! all the nose fault! Grrr.

tired, sleepy. i think i have to prepare alot if i am thinking of going FCF next year. Humbling experience as joshua puts it. but sometimes i think whether my motives are right anot. and that scares the hell out of me.

Friday, March 27, 2009
crash out

HAHAHAH! i'm not at school :D

OKABC better miss me!
Heinrich also must miss me! (although now he got weiliang to gay about XD)
AND I'M SUPER BORED AT HOME LAH!
FLU MED!! BETTER BE DROWSY!
i can't seem to fall asleep leh!

i want to go back to school. went to the doc just now. got MC for today. :(
i always seem to fall sick like about 1 week after camp. last year like that, this year also. Zzz, my body reaction a little too slow ah!
not going for combine cell tonight. God! please let me go RR tmr! i don't want to miss it! :D heh

I'm super pro! i've been drinking 1.5 litres of water everyday at school! Hahah. and that probably explains why i've been visiting the toilet so often. heh heh.

hmmm, recess should be just over! english lesson! HAHAH

Thursday, March 26, 2009
missing you like there's no tmr

i miss you.
comeback quickly, please?


i don't know why but i've been super tired this few days. Sleeping so much in class is so not me! Hahah! :D i have to go down to the lib to return my overdue book. shucks! heh

red and purple suddenly seems so nice! heh.

God,
help me remember that in whatever i do, i will do it to glorify your name.
Amen

Tuesday, March 24, 2009
dey



pretty picture above :D haha

ohmygosh, i really didn't know my back of the neck was THAT tan, it's like yanni colour already! but it's peeling, so it gets kinda itchy. hahah my mopiko is almost gone! thanks to my countless number of bites.

yes, i'm certain the $1 ice-cream has shrunk! HAHAH, i prefer the bigger one :D

JTT is gonna meet next friday! hopefully i have nothing on on that day, that date sounds very famaliar leh! (praying hard*) heh :D

school has been manageble, but i'm really worn out. holiday homework, amaths. gahh, a little stressed out. hahah. i want to say, my hard work paid off! i don't have to attend any extra lessons :D at least for phase 1. HAHAH.

i just viewed the JTT cheer, perfect :D i think i'm missing JTT already. hahaha. it happens to me everytime. post camp effects? heh

back to work :D

Saturday, March 21, 2009
JTT!

Gahhh, i'm back from JTT with sore legs, sunburnt and lots of bites. you will be freak out by the bites for sure! HAHAH. it's eally ALOT!

Kung fu kingfishers, your are really a great patrol! andrina, jing wen, yong chian, joshua and darren. thanks for making this camp so fun :D also to the commanders :D "WE ARE DOOM!!!" HAHAHA now i know why. Thank God we didnt get lost :D heh heh. and also for such good weather! Jtt was really a very different camp as compared to the other training camp. everyday is a new location. and i know how to spot a durian tree! HAHAH! and i saw the big dipper at pulau ubin!! last night at the beach was real cool. wind was shiock! OHMAN, my bites are starting to itch AGAIN!


okay, i'm too tired to continue to blog. :D shall go back to sleep even though i just woke up. HAHAH


and i'm in love with my bolo tie; proud of us!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
countdown

I feel like i have to say something out, before i can finally go and sleep :D. hahaha
and i really think maybe i should not have said it. i just hope nothing will go wrong. zzzz

i don't know, today zone gathering message made me think alot. Not only for myself, but even my friends and those around me. somehow i felt this topic was really good. they should have done this earlier. seriously. hahaha. but today sharing made me realise a whole load of things. like having a healthy relationship with both girls & guys. or even having a close relationship with a male friend ( NOTE: not a boyfriend). Like having some boundaries, for body language, dressing, physical contact. i didnt know that guys can actually dont like a girl hitting them on their back. i don't do that so its okay. and also having body contact with the guy sitting beside you. hmmm, i really learnt alot from today session. hopefully we will have more of this! hahahaha


it's 12.30 so it's officially tuesday :D. 1 more day before JLTA, and i'm pretty excited! as mention in my other post. haaa. i know this camp will be very different from my other training camps :D but i really have no clue about what we are gonna do! but i guess it's the suspense that really hypes me up! see! i cant get to sleep now. hahaha. plus my cramps are hurting. ouch! i've got a new backpack! thank God! mummy was really nice to go down to compass with me and buy. but i haven't pack anything in yet. as usual, last min! hahaha. i seem to do that every year okay! heh. don't learn from me. somehow i get a kick from rushing through my packing. weird me!

okay, i'm so gonna sleep now. :D

Monday, March 16, 2009

OH MAN! I CANT BELIEVE I AM SO SUAY!!! WHY NOW? i don't believe my body. arghh!


yes, JLTA is in 2 days time, haix. somehow i don't feel really prepared for this camp. well, pre-camp jitters if i can call it. hahaha.

went to uncle chong's house for dinner last night. wanted to watch matrix but then we had to go home. awww. hahaha.

zone gathering later. don't know what they will be doung also! hopefully it will be fun! :D heh.


i dont like cramps & mood swings, period.

*edit i'm gonna buy a backpack later. hopefully i will be able to find one!.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Gahhhhh, i'm disappointed of course, but it's over baby :D tmr will be a better day(hopefully)


i don't have a hiking backpack, wonder who has one that i can borrow? hmmm

Friday, March 13, 2009



OMGG!! peachy pink is damn chio lah! :D i want this colour! why sony so slow!!! i buy the phone liao than come out with such chio colour! RAHHH!!!!



got back results already, not really sastisfied with it. hahaha

could have gottten 4 a1's, but then, :( but thank God! i improved alot for my combine humans & science! from c5 to b3 :D happy!

Results:
English: A1
Chinese: C5 .Zzzz
Maths: A1
A maths: A1
Combine humanities: B3
Combine science: B3
D&T: B4



it's okay! i shall work harder! :D heh


ahhhh, hiking merit tmr, i'm getting the jitters! Zzzz, but it will be okay right? hahaha I CAN DO IT!!



oh! mummy wanted to see chinese tch! heng never! don't know what she will say about me! haaa

Thursday, March 12, 2009

i don't know what to say.

class politics, i don't want to bother.

it's no use getting upset and angry with each other. seriously.





i have no life, seriously! hahahaha. meet the parents sessions tmr! Zzzz, hopefully Mrs Li won't say anything? Hmmm, i have been a very good girl :D i pass up all my homework! heh


Zzzz, d&t is killing me .. coursework. I DONT WANT TO SPEND MY WHOLE SAT DOING COURSEWORK!
ahhhh

Gosh, maybe it's time to move on. i like honeystars :D

Wednesday, March 11, 2009
never-ending


endless cycle, trust me. i wont bother
I know this happened so long ago, but tuesday assembly was cool! THey went to HK and even went to GFS! hahahaha. jealous! :D and their presentation song is GFS theme song. High!
and i just ate a really pretty cupcake! hahahaha. shall post the picture of it another time. it's really pretty! i wish i could bake like that! just that i don't have an oven. heh

oh man! 終極三國 is really nice and funny! watch 1& half episode on heinrich itouch. i laughed till i cry man! HAHAHA. and 胡宇崴 is super shuaii! heh.

Zzzz, one more week and it will be JLTA. really excited about it, BUT HORR! i very scared come that thing. praying hard. *cross fingers* hahahaha

Saturday, March 7, 2009
crazee

DIE!!! I'm currently addicted to this show! HAHAHAAHA :D some of my fav actors/actresses are all acting in the show! heh :D Linda Chung, Chris Lai, Bosco Wong :DDDDD watch 3 episodes already. new craze! HAHAHAHA


alright, headed down for rangers, in the end there was no merits. hahahaha. and i managed to complete one set of english paper :) caught a lift frm uncle kl. Tq :D


Zzzzz, i don't really look forward for meet the parents session cause ... my results are probably going to be sukish. heh


Booo, why are hk dramas so nice ;DD i'm super addicted! RAH!

thoughts

I think i can't handle relationships. I find it hard to adjust. I can't talk to strangers or people whom i don't know really well. There always seems to be an invisible wall between me and that person and somehow it always stops me from starting a converstion with them. Secondary life, 3 relationships went wrong. some that were close to me before now seems like strangers. I seriosuly don't know what's wrong with me. But i'm trying my best, i want to mend those relationships. i don't want any regrets after i graduate. Zzzzz.


was just blog-hopping aand i saw this ( Graduationg Class 2009). Zzzz, 4 years in Bowen will than be officially over. Time really flies, i still could remember getting my PSLE results, and bursting into tears when i saw how atrocious my results were. hahahaha, i'm so over that anyway. Then i went in to Bowen. Secondary 1 life was really free & easy man! i didn't bother much about my studies but amazingly i still managed to pass my subjects. Sec 2 came and i still did not learn my lesson. ahhhh. So that's how i went into combine science. =.= I was so shocked when i saw i went into combine. I did quite well for EOY but then my mid year had to pull me down. heh :D

next year, i will be in poly/JC. another phrase in my life that i have to go through. Whenever people ask me which one am i going, i really don't know how to answer. I'm stuck between my own choices and others. no matter how much i really wish to block out their opinions, i have to admit that they do make sense. Do i really want to do that for the rest of my life? Sadly, i stil ldo not know.
Zzzz, i'm hungry, shall go and find food. HAHAHA

Friday, March 6, 2009
random




I.AM.FEELING.SUPER.FED-UP.BECAUSE.I.CANT.SEEM.TO.CHANGE.(*.sbp).FILE.TO.JPEG.RAH!

Zzzz, the weather's pretty weird this days.One moment hot, another moment cold. hahaha was suppose to go and watch push today, but then( nevermind). going down to Joel Wong's grandma wake later. hope everything is well for him! Quite a few events have happened. The one that shock me was well, the one that is so "popular" with the chinese and today newspaper. I really pity the two kids, having lost a mum at such a young tender age.

i am officially very bored, let me go play with photos! :D come back and update more soon! :D


CHUCKIE :D

Create your own FACEinHOLE


BATMAN :D


Create your own FACEinHOLE

TWILIGHT :D heh


Create your own FACEinHOLE


WINNIE THE POOH :D


Create your own FACEinHOLE


okayokay, fun :D (some to horrible to post here though! heh) ohno, i suddenly realised i am going to teach hiking merit. eh crap. HAHAHA .



i mean, you can tell i'm bored right? pet society :D

Thursday, March 5, 2009
it's all about LOVE

WARNING: if you are NOT a hong kong drama fan, better get out! hahaha :D




ohmygoshh, i think i'm seriously addicted to hk dramas! i mean, what's not to like them?!?! they have really really good actors and actresses, plus their story plots are very good! it's probably hundred times better than singapore dramas. ours is really crap! Also, they have really good looking male leads ( awwww) and they always tackle on subjects that i love! HAHAHAHA

and their love story always tend to be SUPER complicated! it adds on to the fun man! hahahahalatest addiction? always ready. yeah yeah. i know i'm 4 years late, but then channel u just broadcasted the whole series, too bad it's finish! i won't mind a second season man! HAHA. & of course, i'm having the urge to learn cantonese. heh. okayy, i really want to go hk suddenly. O LEVEL FASTER FINISH ARH!

LOL i sound like i'm advertising for hk dramas. HAHAHA




On the other hand, i've decided on my o level product already. :D proud of myself, totally. heh i'm bored, and i don't know what to type already.
i'm not too sure of my feelings already. don't ask don't care. i don't like busybodys.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009
in a world of my own



imagine the world with superpowers. won't that be like urber cool! HAHAHA

anyway, i'm very happy today! heh. well, i did have to suffer some pain first. :D I FINALLY TOOK OUT MY IMPLANTS & I DON'T HAVE TO WEAR THE RUBBER BANDS ANYMORE! CHEERS! i mean seriously, i was praying througout the whole time there! but then again, i conclude : i seriously DONT like dentist. hahahaha but i'm so glad it's over :D no complications or anything! thank God!

i don't know if it's only me, but somehow i think time passes very fast. it's March for goodness sake! 3 more months to O level chinese?!?! Zzzzzz.

Monday, March 2, 2009
letting go

Fly me away, into a secret place
I'm kind of enjoying school right now. getting back the passion for studies, and knowing my aims for each subject :D got back most of my results. happy girl today! HAHAHA my science improved by leaps and bounds like seriously! HAHA. B3, and i'm one step nearer to my goal!
okay, i tore the book up and threw it all away. with all the letters included. i guess i can finally put down this whole relationship. it's no point for me to keep that hope anyway.
gosh, i downloaded cooking mama into my phone and i've been playing it since! i shall not lose to joshua again! HAHAHA. he won't see this anyway :D

Saturday, February 28, 2009
hearts all around



i've got a lot of things to say :D hahahaha. well, today was tiring, woke up at 7 plus and bus-ed down to church. was so sleepy that i fell asleep on the bus! hahaha :D filming was fun yet tiring :D but i think it wil be worth it! especially filming with the ERs are so much fun! heh


took a cab down to support gabriel & leon's water baptism :D congrats man! :D ate and went back to church for RR programme :D heh, they celebrated my birthday! hahahaha :D had cmdrs R&R, really fun, played many games that i used to play when i was younger! HAHA . dinner and bused home with cheryl ,joshua, norman and takuya. played cooking mama on joshua's phone after they all alighted :D i will never lose to him! RAH! and he is amused at how i play it =.=





& i'm gonna teach the Ers on hiking merit. stressed! but i can do it! cause i know i can :D

Friday, February 27, 2009
it's a wonderful love story ; over & over again


I HAD A SUPER DUPER FREAKING NICE DAY TODAY!





yeah, OKABC celebrated my birthday today :D surprised? yeah .. although yanni excuse of getting me to open the cardboard was super lame! hahaha. the cake was yummy! present ( see domo peeking up there?) althought i think your are the first people i ever met to use bluetack to wrap the present! i love your! :D ( pictures are all with yanni)









the day before SS i was teaching 2 new students! HAHAHA. fine, i was a little mental on that day :D so i decided to teach two stick people. heh . look up! the prince and the princess! HAHA






and i like what yanni said ; he deserved it :D heh

meeting at 9 am at church to do filming. cooool. only if i can wake up! HAHAHA

Thursday, February 26, 2009
prince&princess, living together



common test are finally over :D i'm sure glad about it! well, i know some papers i should have scored better but then, it's all over. i will still thank God for whatever results i get! so far, i got a A1 for emaths :D we are back to our usual seating places again. and i really didnt know what to say. i wanted to comfort him, but i didnt know what to say. so i left him alone. i guess 2 blows in a day was too much. it was really scary during maths lesson. hahaha






i had a wonderful birthday this year. hahaha. especially the card from aish and clique. thank you! :D was really surprised when i received their card! and the piggy from angeline, weiling and jolyn! hahahaha and many many more :D and of course all the birthday wishes! :D i'm 16 man! hahahaha

Saturday, February 21, 2009

i really don't like this feeling. maybe our thinking is very different.sometimes, i don't even know whether you treat me as a friend or not.saying one thing and mean another? that's really not like you. you have changed alot since i knew you. i really feel like a fool, seriously. today seems to be a bad day, i wished i had gone out to study instead of staying at home.its total crap, getting scolded for nothing, getting blamed for nothing, getting misjudged for nothing. seems like i'm just a object for others to vent their unhappiness on. its total crap i tell you. fine, i dont care, and i dont bother. and i'm also not expecting a sorry from you.

inspite of all those, i'm still very proud of myself. i managed to study :D and memorised alot. hahaha. hopefully i won't have to go for remedial! :)

romeo and juliet


how i wish everything would go back in time. maybe i would be wiser, maybe i would not choose my decision right know. maybe, things would be a lot different from now. what else can i say?

d&t paper yesterday. all i can say is i did my best, i'm leaving it all to God now. i really really don't want to be required to drop d&t for a subject in o level. i'm praying very hard. and we're back to index number seating arrangement. and i hate my seat. boo :(((

it feels weird not to be at rangers at this time. awww, i really wanted to go and cook :D but then i cant afford to lose time in studying. hmm, talking about studying. i really should get back to studying, like seriously.

3 more days baby :D and gf i miss you too! hahahahaha

Wednesday, February 18, 2009
teardrops on my guitar

today was a wonderful day :D although during chem feli dropped a bombshell on us. stay strong, stay happy cause okabc will always be here for you! english and a maths was really boring cause they were just going through thr stuffs that i already knew how to do. and me and heinrich were just complaining about mrs li the whole time. its unfair for those who already knows how to do the work. it just gives us a excuse to sleep.

chinese was hell boring,so was physics. hahaha. stupid pins (phy experiment) made my eye go bonkers! hahaha. headed down to hougang mall to meet yanni. saw many familiar people :D including the whole badminton guys =.=

and i think i'm starting to understand chem mole! hahahaha, thanks heinrich :D phew, maybe i will gt at least 50 % right this time! HAHAHA yah right!

fine, i'm disgusted but i dont care.

countdown: 6 more days :D

Sunday, February 15, 2009

fly to the ends of the world, where no one knows who you are.



had cramps the whole day, totally spoilt my day. i managed to finish up both maths homework before leaving for church :D and i'm proud of myself! service, zone gathering where we celebrated xue yan's birthday.

you know, i still cant accept the fact that i have 2 papers on my birthday. rararah! what a nice birthday :( i shall celebrate it with my domo. 9 more days! heh:D

regrets will always be there. if you give me a list, it will probably go up to hundreds. if time could be reversed, i would have studied harder, and be a better person than i am now. whenever i think back, there's a tinge of sadness, i know i have to trust him in this, but i dont know why i have so little faith. sometimes i get angry at myself for not trusting him, yet quiet times always makes it right again. maybe God will reveal his plan for me. i need patience.

i think i'm dying in chemistry. i dont understand a single thing about mol. how?


Saturday, February 14, 2009


and so my valentine was spent with rangers people. :D not bad huh? hahahaha

went to church around 12, lunch-ed and practised the skit. it was good :D i mean really really good! hahaha i hope the kids enjoyed it as much as we did :D went for dinner with the rangers, but half the time my mind was thinking about yanni's message.
having a close friend who is a badminton girl and a partner who is a badminton guy, i know that they really worked hard for this tournament.its really a pity that they lost, but i'm sure they will get back on their feet again.jiayou yanni! for your upcomming matches! :D


ohohoh!!
i didnt know that sheng can drive! so cool right! heh :D hahahaha, i was like @.@ and my poor domo got hit today =.= hahahaha


today was great, but something's missing.

Thursday, February 12, 2009
love me, hate me, i don't care


it's really unfair that i'm late today.it's okay if i couldnt wake up in time.i woke up at 630.its so crap!why should i be late?i'm still feeling very upset.suffering the consequences of others mistake is really not a nice thing.i'm contemplating on going to school myself now.i don't want to be late just because she couldnt wake up.it's reaaly really unfair.

and today started out very moody, partly cause my leg started to cramp real bad. it even hurts when i'm walking. thank God i managed to fininsh all d&t requirements by end of lesson.i dont fancy myself having a warning letter anyway. SS was sleepy, but managed to stay awake and listen. registered for o level papers today. it's freaking ex for one paper okay! my total is $370. and it's alot! did test during math lesson :D it was okay. i didnt forget much from last year work! hahahaha


went down to church last night, saw the prac for colour party. it's a pity i didnt get to do it this year, hahaha. rehearsed the skit with joshua, leon, kevin and norman. pretty funny, i really cant wait for the actual skit on that day.i think it's gonna be great!

tmrss valentine celebration! good show to watch! (quoted from yanni!) HAHAHA

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
maybe it was never meant to be like that


i think i screwed BIG time.
sec 4 life is really different. thank God i'm coping :D i really hate to think that i will have to miss rangers in the later part of the year. i'm really enjoying times spent with them.
essay test for ss was kinda crappy. cause i went on to memorise the other part of the chapter and forgot about the first part. for once, okabc walked 2 rounds together for PE.hahahaha. quite cool :D half of the class were gone during amaths so mrs li gave us early release. (everyone says wow!) yah, first time in e4 history? yes, the second place for e4 probably shocked all of us.hahaha. hmm, class spirit?
i hate it when people stare at me for no reason.it gives me the creeps.

Monday, February 9, 2009

once upon a time.

today passed relatively fast :D hahaha chemistry experiments are really really fun (: especially when the results turns out to be something very different from what its expected to be. heh :) fell asleep during d&t. i was the only girl there, and somehow halfway through sketching my ideas, i fell asleep. HAHA

got back e maths test paper, 41/45 (clap), hahaha. i was not really confident for that paper. really thank God!and i got the same marks as yanni! HAHAHA i shall aim to be higher than her!

lots of love,
ally


Saturday, February 7, 2009

have you ever seen a rainbow?

i dont even know why i bothered. they all didnt care at all. i got pissed off for the whole morning.damn shit, i cant be bothered anymore.

today started off badly. shall not say why. left halfway during rangers with norman to attend the membership class. 2 and a half hourss. zzzz. hahaha . after that was mentoring. it was quite okay. ER guys are super sadistic.poor cookie monster.hahaha had dinner with them, it was super funny(: met family and went home.

crap, did i say my benko died? hahaha. it became headless/body-less. hahaha, actually they are attached by the string.but i'm still damn sad.hur hur :D

i'm still damn upset.


Friday, February 6, 2009


school started out okay, i thought he was angry cause of yesterday. but when he started doing his retarded things, i guess its okay (: hahaha i felt very proud of myself during chinese! i finished the zuo ye. heh :D english was fun fun fun! hahaha. i love it when mrs thoo does quiz for our lessons. conjunctions are fun. wheee
cross country @ punggol park. walked all the way with jh and feli. hahaha after the run, we went to a ulu playground to talk. only bc went off cause she had something on. caught up with them. its been a long time since we sat together and talked. i guess we are all so busy. with yanni's badminton competition & feli SYF dance. hahaha went for dnner together :D yummy! hahaha.
HAHAHA. yanni's a total retatard man! i dont know who i can stand lameness from monday to friday. and then with the rangers. no wonder i'm going mentally unstable already. heh heh
i hate this feeling, i need to get it out of me.

Thursday, February 5, 2009


I regretted, it's time to stop.
Today started out fine with d'n't in the morning. after which was SS. and everyone was so lethargic that she made us stand while listening to the last bit of her lesson :( break and english was super funny with the I-take-your-phone-you-spam-my-phone thingy .. hahahaha. and yes yanni, you are really retarted. hahaha CE was boring, but me and heinrich were chionging our maths homework. :D
lunch break was awful. i realised that i had forgotten alot of things for the maths test. yeah, i became quite crappy until he taught me how to do. hahaha.
okay, i admit i was shocked. when you told me that thing, i had this really bad feeling. you reminded me of someone, sorry if you were shocked at my reaction.