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Monday, August 25, 2008

I got the urge to rant so yah, I shall. HAHA (:

Mooncake making was damn fun lah! haha (: i nvr knew it was so fun! Lols! next saturday is RR mooncake festival! X) yeah! haha. Im getting to enjoy RR more now. I know its weird, but I nvr like it since i went up. Gosh! did i say that? Going up with no girlfriends along was quite terrible. Everyweek i would pray to God, hoping everything would run smoothly. I guess i enjoy going now (: come on, wth all the laughter and fun, how can you not enjoy? hees

Sunday was okay. Raining is so NOT my idea of fun! haha. Amazingly, guys DO bring umbrellas! haha (: the bus journey was damn funny lah. Wth all the guys suaning each other (: It was also the last time Meryl was at service until next year. When it was prayer time during cell, I really could not bring myself to pray. I knew I was gonna cry. I was already tearing inside me. Who can i really confide in? i also don't know. Friendship problems are starting to arise again. I really don't know what to do.

today was super sleepy. English and SS were slacking time! XD Crap and bitched alot wth OKABC. HAHA! it was damn fun! went to the gym after that. Wow! i sweat alot today! haha. good exercise done! Hees

I guess its because im born in a christian family? I never really had parents having serious problems.other then the quarrel they had DURING my birthday. I guess im taking them for granted. Like how they always listen to you and never do things that would hurt us as childrens. I always thought parents were like fairygodmothers (: they love you, spoil you, disicipline you. haha

I was totally disappointed with you, and i guess you knew that. What more can i say? you tell me.

I can play the guitar! HAHA. Well, not really lah. Just the chords progressing abit slow. Fine, kinda slow X) hees

Meryl's leavin tonight. It feels weird now. I have so much to say so much to tell. I guess i should just write it out here? I don't think she will ever know about my blog but yah. (:

The first time i met you was during p6 camp. I was in the same group as you. I still remembered being qute lonely, with gloria tay to accompany me. I knew you were gonna be my cell leader, but i was scared. P6 to youth was a big thing. But you were always there to assure me.

As i progress on in cell, service, school life. You were always there for me. I knew i could count on you when i had any difficulties. You were always ready to give me advice and talk some sense into me. What i am today, you also played a big part.

Times i felt like giving up, you encouraged me. Phonecalls with me were always made. Hours spent talking and just hanging out were enjoyable.

That time when we split into different cells. I was glad i was still in your cell. NO matter how much i liked him. yes,i am confessing i used to like him.but then, when you first told me about your exchange programme and told me to pray about it. I did it, with a very relunctant heart. I have to confess, I din't want you to leave.

when the news of your going came, I could not believe it. Others may say it is 4 months. But how can others actually judge? I know its only 4 months, before i can say finish ABC, you would jave probably come back.

When we were preparing those surprises for you farewell, somehow i felt real sad. The board that our cell made was to remind you of us! haha

Anyway, wish you all the best! (:

and i am super duper sad. Muo fang bang bang tang has come to a end. All the didis are graduating. I also cant help but cry. I watched them since the first episode, where they were all so cute, innocent. Now they have grown. I cant believe this decision.