Im very angry now and i want to rant out here. Don't bother reading this if you have a big mouth.
fine, its YOUR house okay? You don't like me here? too bad! wait for 6 more years and i will be out of your sight! you will then be happy right? No more mess for you? No more scolding needed. Just don't come and ask me do housework for you. I won't bother. Just tell me nicely, was there a need to scream? F*** you can? I don't use vulgarities yet your actions make me want to. I know you nvr wanted me to buy a guitar using daddy money. well, too bad! he allowed me! I know you are not happy, so why did you even encouraged me to learn? You are just a hypocript!Always making excuses why i had to buy when i have other stuff on. When i told you about it, you just gave me that look as usual. whats new? i learnt not to care anymore. Wonder why i told you only when i wan gonna meet meryl? cause i knew that if you had known, you would not have let me go buy it! If i bought it, you had no excuse! I've learnt to be smart. you always scold me and say im useless. Well, too bad! i say again. I've learnt nvr to put whatever you and daddy promises to me in my heart! why? cause you nvr keep them! and you always expect me to keep promises to you. If mei had not tell you about the blogshop. I NEVER would have told you. why you ask? cause i knew you would disapprove!
yes bitches, i hate you. damn you and get out of my life. seriously, all day your just bitch and bitch and bitch. like hello? Don't you even feel the tinest bit of guilt when you say those horrible stuff? oh i bet you dont. you probably have lost your consiousness, you know? i don't care what you say about us, or maybe i've been hearing stuff. Seriously, get out of my life. Life is much sweeter without this type of people around.
oh, if you think you are sexy, then let me tell you "you are so NOT hot" pulling up your skirt so HIGH while facing the guys, don't you feel any shame at all? I felt so disgusted. Even the guys had to tell you to sit properly. Did you even hear what they were talking about you?
saw a totally shameless couple in the MRt. Gosh! like there were small kids around watching your? don't your even have a sense of decency? how old are your already?
seriously, it was just a fall, and i expected it coming. did your have to laugh so loud? anyway, thanks clique. i appreciated those letters (: and i won bother about them (:
i dont know to, i feel like we are floating away. I use to tell you everything, but nowadays, i cant tell you anything. Your attitude to me is also so strange? you werent like that before and i don't know why you became like this. just because of a guy? i also dont know.
im in a shitty mood, stress + unhappiness .. i cant find someone that i can totally confide in, only my teddy bear? during prayer time, i talk to God cause i know he is the only one who i can totally rely on. but sometimes i still fed up, gonna make a list cause i still feel very random.

Allison is my name or rather my friends call me ally. im 15 years
old and im a christian. I like music and playing instruments, aeroplanes and
mechanic. basically anything thats hands on, i like. I love wang zi and yes, im
tone deaf due to all the singings i had to do when i was learning to piano. I
like to eat chili and my face gets very red when i do. Well, thats me! i love
blogging, shopping, dancing,make up and yah. anything a girl likes. Don't like
me? go away. i like lollipops and i can get fascinated by babies when they make
cute faces. I have a very strong dislike for pink so don't give me anything
thats pink!! i'll kill you!! haha. I can be loyal to friends and be crazy and
wild when im with them. But when im facing a group of not-so familiar people, i
get anti-social. thats me! I love eating and going to the gym. i don't like
maths and i don't like chinese. i guess im a average teenage student? i don;t
like my school (oops!) and i cant wait to graduate and do something i like. I
fall in love easily and fall out of love easily to. well, except for some. I
like to quarrel with my cousins cause i always win! they are guys anyway. hah! i
don't like flirts and i don't see why they should throw themself at guys! I'm emotional and i cry easily. I'm very sensative and i don't know if thats a good thing or bad.!

i guess if your really read, your would be bored! lols, anyway i bought a classical guitar! shall practise it! (: haha


some pictures! lols XD

YANNI

JIA HUI

FELICIA

BEE CHIEN

ME! ME! ME!

Im feeling much better! tired, tmr got geog test! heh heh (:

and yes, i cant bear to let you go. Im gonna lose a close friend and a great leader. I don't look forward to friday. your may say its 4 months only. i hope i don't cry.