okay, i cried. But not because i was emotional about meryl leaving or what. It was cause of a stupid tooth/teeth who decided to make me suffer. oh well ..

I'm not heartless of course, i managed to keep my feelings and told myself to be strong. I totally screwed the testimony thing. I wrote it to meryl instead.

I , of all things , accidentaly bit on my teeth that was aching when i was saying the testimony. what a BIG mistake.

I can control emotions, but when you talk about phyiscal pain, i cant help it.

I cry at every little bit of pain im feeling! haha. I should not be proud of it i know. but yah. Today pain was too much for me to bear. even the panadol and 30 over ice din help.

made it kinda worse!

i still remembered, during my micro implants surgery, i cried for 15 mins? before letting the dentist inject the numbing thing into my gum! haha



anyway, today was kinda okay. Other then the stupid pain! =.=
bought the hoodie! haha & yu er is very smart! shall not tell your why! HAHA

oh yes, i think .. i haven got rid of my fear of talking to crowds. I still have the very sick feeling.

i was looking for you to give me support, but i could not see you. i don't know why. I felt super left out thr. Whats happening? I wanted to tell you so many things, ask you loads of questions. But when i wanted to talk to you, she came in and snatched you away. What can i do? sorry, i just walked away.

My teeth is feeling better, when i don't talk. haha.

sometimes i wonder why do i have such a irritating cousin who is so nice to me one moment and suans me like mad the nxt mement. haha (: maybe its cause i do that to him to! *guilty!!

i think only jeremy leong will understand this! Lols!

and ER's gonna make mooncakes tmr. but i don't know how to get thr =.= nvrm ..

singapore so small right? yah right!

i know i don't have feelings for you anymore. but wheni saw how she touched you, it disgusted me. why? she was exactly how the bitches act in my school.

and i met a SUPER DUPER CUTE baby on the mrt lahh!! he(or she?) was waving to everyone lahh! and everyone wave back! so cute right?? hees

Mrs thoo is super nice to! she let us watch mr bean the whole CE and english lesson! How nice can any teacher be? haha

do i look "dao"? haha, i nvr thought anyone would think of me like that! I'm too innocent! (pukes*)