Saturday, March 7, 2009
thoughts
I think i can't handle relationships. I find it hard to adjust. I can't talk to strangers or people whom i don't know really well. There always seems to be an invisible wall between me and that person and somehow it always stops me from starting a converstion with them. Secondary life, 3 relationships went wrong. some that were close to me before now seems like strangers. I seriosuly don't know what's wrong with me. But i'm trying my best, i want to mend those relationships. i don't want any regrets after i graduate. Zzzzz.
was just blog-hopping aand i saw this ( Graduationg Class 2009). Zzzz, 4 years in Bowen will than be officially over. Time really flies, i still could remember getting my PSLE results, and bursting into tears when i saw how atrocious my results were. hahahaha, i'm so over that anyway. Then i went in to Bowen. Secondary 1 life was really free & easy man! i didn't bother much about my studies but amazingly i still managed to pass my subjects. Sec 2 came and i still did not learn my lesson. ahhhh. So that's how i went into combine science. =.= I was so shocked when i saw i went into combine. I did quite well for EOY but then my mid year had to pull me down. heh :D
next year, i will be in poly/JC. another phrase in my life that i have to go through. Whenever people ask me which one am i going, i really don't know how to answer. I'm stuck between my own choices and others. no matter how much i really wish to block out their opinions, i have to admit that they do make sense. Do i really want to do that for the rest of my life? Sadly, i stil ldo not know.
Zzzz, i'm hungry, shall go and find food. HAHAHA
was just blog-hopping aand i saw this ( Graduationg Class 2009). Zzzz, 4 years in Bowen will than be officially over. Time really flies, i still could remember getting my PSLE results, and bursting into tears when i saw how atrocious my results were. hahahaha, i'm so over that anyway. Then i went in to Bowen. Secondary 1 life was really free & easy man! i didn't bother much about my studies but amazingly i still managed to pass my subjects. Sec 2 came and i still did not learn my lesson. ahhhh. So that's how i went into combine science. =.= I was so shocked when i saw i went into combine. I did quite well for EOY but then my mid year had to pull me down. heh :D
next year, i will be in poly/JC. another phrase in my life that i have to go through. Whenever people ask me which one am i going, i really don't know how to answer. I'm stuck between my own choices and others. no matter how much i really wish to block out their opinions, i have to admit that they do make sense. Do i really want to do that for the rest of my life? Sadly, i stil ldo not know.
Zzzz, i'm hungry, shall go and find food. HAHAHA
