just me

2009-06-23T21:26:00.001+08:00

MOVED!
HERE!HERE!!

screwed

2009-06-17T13:49:00.002+08:00

argh, my body clock is screwed. thats one thing i hate about holidays. hahas round up is tmr, mixed feelings i guess, being a ER is different, hahas. helping to lead a patrol, i hope everything goes well :D

it's times like this when i really wish to be in school, then to suffer all this crap at home. oh well, i cant blame anyone right?

on the other hand, lollipop album is coming out :D and they are going to have a concert soon :D:D
hey! a girl can dream right? HAHAS

OH!NO!

2009-06-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

what a day, i fell down during dnt, flat down onto the floor! HAHAS :D

cant say i dont have any embarrasing moments uh? :)

people should really know when to open their mouth or shut their mouth. funny things said at wrong things aint funny at all. if you didn't know that.

back

2009-06-15T20:55:00.002+08:00

okay, so i decided to abandon tumblr and come back here. hahas
lots of pictures due, but i'm lazy :D hahas!

holidays have been quite okay, going back to school almost every other day! cant wait to end o's and get my life back :) WAHAHAH

so, school as usual, met yanni & jh at lib, badminton & dinner with family.

nice:D

戴阳天！

2009-05-23T12:55:00.003+08:00

i fell in love with someone a few weeks ago .......

戴阳天！

hahas :D dai yang tian lah! okayokay, a picture is worth a thousand words :)

it's nice to know that no matter what others say about my decision, mummy and daddy will still support me. at one point i was so fustrated with people who kept on critising my decision, i didnt even bother talking to them about it. i know myself and what right do they have? are they me? nope, so why act smart. its my future, not yours.

turns out i got to miss rangers this week, and next. fustrating. results suck, really suck. but i'm alright, hahas. i know i got to work harder, and pray!pray!pray! the one thing that kept me going on this whole week. :D shared with cell group on that. it's really by God's grace, and not by my own strength.

哈哈，这几天，我在讲华语！考试要到了，一定要练习吗，对不对？这次一定要考好，不然我那么努力也没用了！啊！我的华语很烂啦，不要再写了！我的妈呀。

shall continue tonight :D got to go!

his love never fails

2009-05-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

once again, i was reminded of God's love and promise. conrad's message was just so apt.

rangers was good :D glad to be back, like finally! HAHAS :D although we were missing alot of people. guess everyone's getting real busy already. so i'm able to go round up, but not kelong. suits me actually, hahas. hopefully no last minute lessons! :)

celebrated marcus birthday at ahjisan! yum! XD

no school on monday! HAHAHA. intensive chinese and english from 21st onwards. so ~~NOT~~ looking forward to that. heh

can't sleep, mummy is up with me, facebooking. hahaha!

O-V-E-R!

2009-05-16T12:27:00.003+08:00

~~so I'm back to blogging before olevel Chinese. hahas~~

well, exams are finally O-V-E-R! yeah, last few weeks of endless muggings are done. sadly, i still have regrets. hahas. but i know i have done me best! to me, that's okay already :D
humanities paper were surprisingly okay :D phew, cause i was super duper worried cause i didnt study coast for geog, and thankfully i didnt have to do that question. heh
SS was alright, except i wrote one wrong factor for my SEQ, gahhh! * note: must read question carefully next time! hehe

science papers were terrible. but i'm gonna buck up, since i've got tuition for it now. i shall aim for a 1! e maths was alright, except paper 2. killer :( a maths was horrible. gahhh! i was too complacent. i admit. i thought i knew differentiation very well, but what i didnt expect was that Mr Yeo would set so many of it. crapp, i thought they would focus on sec 3 topics. haix

so whats done is done. heading down to RR soon. like finally :D & i dont even know whether i can go for kelong anymore. crap. no round up, no kelong. is this what sec 4 life is all about? whatever.

ciao!

2009-05-04T17:50:00.002+08:00

heh heh, probably my last post until chinese O level is done! :D
man, the stress is building up, hahas! SS paper on thursday, and yeahyeah. all the rest will come charging at me real soon. crap

i think exams have kinda segregate me from the outside world. serious. my whole life is now books and me :) strangely, i kind of enjoy mugging! hahas just that its not enough time. grr, lets just say, i'm real behind schedule for my studies. everyday is the same old routine, school, home and mug mug mug. sats are purely mugging days and sunday, a little break :D

one part of me wishes O's would hurry a little and then i can get over it. but then i still dont know a lot of things so yeah. slower a bit. especially with that whatever flu happening. no school? that will be bad. although school is like just a place for me to waste time. i really dont learn anything in school. especially in mrs li class. crap, why do we even have maths revision? when she takes one whole hour just to go through a few questions and no one is even listening?

chinese "shivers" i have to get an A for this, although i've never gotten one throughout my entire school life. :D buck up!

well, for the time being, i have to go memorise my geog too. whoever came up with humanities subjects, i'm really coming after you!

on a lighter note, i watch X-men;the last stand yesterday night :D heh heh. amazing, i love that show now! hahas! hopefully they will have the magneto movie too! hahas. Hugh Jackman is getting really really hot! hahahas

ally :)

daniel henney :)

2009-05-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

caught this today with family :D wonderful! hahas i'm suddenly on the x-men craze! hahahah
cleared up some questions i had when they showed X-men! omg, i wanna watch it again! t is seriously damn good! :D and hot guys! many many! hahahaha!

daniel henney :D

agent zero :D cute! too bad he was bad, but he is super cute! HAHAS!

back to study, what a nice way to spend my morning :)

time to wake up baby; no more time

2009-04-25T20:59:00.004+08:00

wonderful day today :) headed down to felicia house at 7 am! went to the childcare centre and waited for them to come! really enjoyable! hahas :) all the little kiddys! i miss you!

OMG, she is super cute lah! when she first came in, she didnt even utter a single word, but just kept on laughing! after she warm up, she kept on chattering non-stop! so cute! hahas

was patting her to sleep, halfway between singing songs and us chattering, she suddenly sat up and gave me a kiss on my cheek! aww, so sweet! hahas. and before she left, she peck my cheek again! i wanna see her again. and she loves to go "aiyah!" hahah

headed to hougang mall, we just sat in the lib. after that started walking around randomly before heading back home. mugged for 2 hours plus. uploaded pictures on FB already! hahas. and yanni's camera always don't work in crucial moments. :D

i miss rangers though. signs

we are meant for each other, dont say we aint

2009-04-24T16:52:00.002+08:00

relief. cause i know that everything will turn out all right, no matter how many things we have to go through. i know we will be alright, don't be worried.

love like how we used to love,

play like how we use to play.

study like we never studied before. :D

emotional rollaercaoster this past few days, but i'm glad it's friday today: ) hahas!
CIP tmr at childcare centre! EXCITED! but hor, 7 a.m leh! thats even earlier then school! @.@ hahas! but im sure it will be worth it.

mid year is coming! stress! many many people are telling me not to take mid year so seriously. but i beg to differ. cause my results will be a gauge to know how much i actually know and understand. if i wait till prelims to take it seriously, i know it will be too late. so i will take this seriously. thats me i guess? kiasu people! hahas

and really, why can't people just live in harmony with other races? if everyone just says one sentence less, nothing will happen. instead your keep on going. it's not about wanting to fight or what, seriously. it's about knowing how to respect others. just because of your, friendships can be broken. is it that hard to just keep your mouth shut?

maybe ;

2009-04-22T17:02:00.002+08:00

MAYBE;
it's just me
it's all my own wishful thinking
it's my imagination
it didn't really happen
it probably didn't happen
or it really isnt what i think it is

i dont know, i wonder if i'm the only one who feels that way. it just seems so different. but everyone seems to be going with it, except me. i wonder why? have i changed? have your changed? have we all changed, unknowingly? i really don't know, and i doubt your won't be able to answer me too.

maybe? mabe not?

2009-04-20T18:30:00.006+08:00

have you ever had the feeling of pursuing something, yet at the end of it, realise that it actually adds up to .. nothing (?)

school was relatively okay today. hahah! in between all the hair checks, Mrs Li nagging, farid disappearance and the agony of waiting for oral to start, lessons were quite okay! rally thank God today, was praying really really hard for oral. This is the first time i really felt God's assurance and peace with me. The first time i didn't stammer during oral. No matter what results i get, i will still thank God! :D cause he brought me through!

ohmy, bubble wrap is very very fun. the way you play is very retarded too! :D

time to let go

2009-04-17T23:57:00.003+08:00

hmmm, cell sharing was good. maybe not for the others, but it somehow i felt it was directing at me. i asked why must i have such days.

i got my answer today.
cause.
God allows the ups and downs in our lives, and it is also Him that will give us the answer.
so since its all in God's plan, i don't have to worry!

"when men works, men works. when men prays, God works"
how true!

this week has passed really fast. bad times, good times. i'm gonna thank God for all of it! :D

2009-04-14T21:04:00.001+08:00

I am having a very bad headache.
I feel like giving all up.
past few days have been horrible.
God, why do you let me have days like that?

feel the love

2009-04-11T20:29:00.002+08:00

still at ah ma house now, a little too bored. hahas spent almost the whole day studying :) 3 more weeks to mids, 7 plus weeks more to Chinese O's! i can really feel the stress already. signs :(

waiting for my show to load, it's so slow! oh yes, i had a awesome dinner! curry fish head with curry chicken cooked by my aunty. delicious! just that, i ate too much, kinda bloated now -.-
hahas

daddy just called, they caught quite a lot of fishes this time round! hahah. wish i was there. signs again.

pictures of day out @ vivo is on facebook! our self-timer shots didn't fail this time round. heh

he died for our sins

2009-04-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

happy good friday :) service was good, thank God for the salvations. and the video reminded me about how great our God is. perfect :D hahah

clique outing at vivo:D fun! pictures pictures and more pictures :D hahas fish spa was super funny, all of us screaming when the fishes came near. BUT THEN! my leg skin felt super smooth lah!. dead skin all gone! heh

dinnered and headed to the water play area. many self-timer shots :D

oh! and i got what i wanted at F21 already! happy girl :) hahas

i wonder why people say things that are so blunt. maybe they don't really mean it, but they should consider others feelings right? i don't know, sometimes i can't help but cringe at their words.

i think i'm missing my family already. boohoo! :( ah ma house now :) meeting cousin for lunch tmr! wheee budget lunch, hahah

your love has covered me

2009-04-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

(JTT outing pictures!)

yeah, it has been a great week. Thank God! :D

it's good friday tmr, and the whole family is going kelong! except me! oh well, choices :) HAHAH
sports day today. well, it's the last i will ever have in my life as a secondary student. i did screamed my lungs out today, hahah. cheering for those who ran, congrats man! :) even though we didnt win all the race, your did put in effort! :D

( a self-timer shot that took ages to get a perfect shot, hahas)

our class tee is so cute! HAHAH. green dino, and ally rawr!

meeting OKABC tmr! d&t class 'date' @ bugis plus shopping on saturday! facebook! you better cooperate! heh :D

DONE BABY, it's over

2009-04-06T18:24:00.001+08:00

hahah, i think i have great determination! phew, finally done :D

if it was like a fairytale

2009-04-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

It has been a long week. I'm glad it's Sunday tmr.

went down to church at around 12 for preparation of games day. honestly, i was having doubts again. I was really scared that the kids would not be able to enjoy themselves, or that i would screw up everything. It's amzaing how a simple prayer on a bus can help me so much. after i prayed, i felt peace. God answered my prayer, and i should be thankful at all times :D

can't say i'm not disappointed with some, let's just say.
I'm really loss for words.

I'm tired. sometimes, all i want is a shoulder to lean on. someone who i can trust.
School has been bad recently. deadlines deadlines and more deadlines. test, orals and more tests. how i wish i could put down everything and go with my family to the kelong on Good Friday weekend. But i know if i go with them, i'm bound not to study. i get distracted too easily. i need to be motivated before i will really get down and study. i've got a really good motivater beside me. SO I HAVE MADE A VERY DIFFICULT DECISION TO NOT GO. AND ALSO TO NOT GO FOR ER PROGRAMME. i feel damn sad. haix

2009-04-02T20:32:00.002+08:00

hahahah. just a few days back, after JTT ended. i walked past the pond area of my school, towards the canteen. i glanced around and i got a serious shock of my life. hahahaha. i think i shouted quite loudly that a few students turned back. so embarrasing lah!

so guess what i saw?

just think .. hmmm

yeah, i saw a cattail!
ohmy, i was like what? all along there were cattails growing in my school, and i never noticed it until i attended JTT. goodness me!
hahahahaha.
hahahahah hahahahah hahahahah!

today was quite okay, just a little tired. i never realized how 5 stones are so much fun to play with. had i mini crash course with mummy. ( yes, i'm leading this station even though i have zero clue on how to play it) hahah it brings me back to primary school days. cant wait for saturday, excited! very! hopefully all the kids will enjoy themselves!

hearts and kisses

2009-04-01T18:48:00.003+08:00

today was really meaningful :) i mean, i guess i finally realise how much fun backstage is!
the mood, the tense atmosphere and everything!
and then finally doing the last min touch ups, and 'boom!' they are on stage already! :D fun fun fun! and after watching them perform, proud of us!
2 more projects to go, dance and choir! well, for a start, they have more people! hahaha :) busy busy busy. cheers for today! cause it really was a great day.

changed blogskin again. heh.

200th post :)

2009-03-31T19:49:00.003+08:00

-edited-

anyway, happy 200th post. hahah

ohmy, the craze

2009-03-30T20:16:00.004+08:00

yeah, the JLTA craze is still not over! amazing how these camps can actually impact so many of us.

us before heading to P.U

the joy and the laughter, how could i forget?

to the 4 cmdrs, thank you :D your have impacted my life, each in a different way.

amazing people, amazing times we spent together. :D

JTT'09, it's been a great joy going for the camp and meeting all of your. Memorable camp, i will be looking forward to JSC!

this post has been sitting in my draft box for a long time, hahah. finally posted it :D sunday hurry come and don't hurry go okay! it's time to catch up with JTT peeps! yay!

believe

2009-03-29T00:55:00.002+08:00

my nose is killing me

i don't mind chopping it off. seriously.

today was a goody day :D if you get what i mean. hahaha
went to SKS in the morning, ER programme and ER dinner @ sushi tei :D
fabulous, hahah. need i say more?
spirit challenge was great! shook me a little. do i even contact them when saturday passes? do i make a effort to get to know my patrol better? hahahah, good questions .. heh

ohman, i'm doing 5 stones. where do i buy 5 stones anyway? i don't seem to see them anyway now. haix.
ohmy, i think i'm addicted to the medicated oil. been sniffing it for the past 1 hour? Zzzz! all the nose fault! Grrr.

tired, sleepy. i think i have to prepare alot if i am thinking of going FCF next year. Humbling experience as joshua puts it. but sometimes i think whether my motives are right anot. and that scares the hell out of me.

crash out

2009-03-27T11:28:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH! i'm not at school :D

OKABC better miss me!
Heinrich also must miss me! (although now he got weiliang to gay about XD)
AND I'M SUPER BORED AT HOME LAH!
FLU MED!! BETTER BE DROWSY!
i can't seem to fall asleep leh!

i want to go back to school. went to the doc just now. got MC for today. :(
i always seem to fall sick like about 1 week after camp. last year like that, this year also. Zzz, my body reaction a little too slow ah!
not going for combine cell tonight. God! please let me go RR tmr! i don't want to miss it! :D heh

I'm super pro! i've been drinking 1.5 litres of water everyday at school! Hahah. and that probably explains why i've been visiting the toilet so often. heh heh.

hmmm, recess should be just over! english lesson! HAHAH

missing you like there's no tmr

2009-03-26T17:20:00.002+08:00

i miss you.
comeback quickly, please?

i don't know why but i've been super tired this few days. Sleeping so much in class is so not me! Hahah! :D i have to go down to the lib to return my overdue book. shucks! heh

red and purple suddenly seems so nice! heh.

God,

help me remember that in whatever i do, i will do it to glorify your name.

Amen

dey

2009-03-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

pretty picture above :D haha

ohmygosh, i really didn't know my back of the neck was THAT tan, it's like yanni colour already! but it's peeling, so it gets kinda itchy. hahah my mopiko is almost gone! thanks to my countless number of bites.

yes, i'm certain the $1 ice-cream has shrunk! HAHAH, i prefer the bigger one :D

JTT is gonna meet next friday! hopefully i have nothing on on that day, that date sounds very famaliar leh! (praying hard*) heh :D

school has been manageble, but i'm really worn out. holiday homework, amaths. gahh, a little stressed out. hahah. i want to say, my hard work paid off! i don't have to attend any extra lessons :D at least for phase 1. HAHAH.

i just viewed the JTT cheer, perfect :D i think i'm missing JTT already. hahaha. it happens to me everytime. post camp effects? heh

back to work :D

JTT!

2009-03-21T21:13:00.003+08:00

Gahhh, i'm back from JTT with sore legs, sunburnt and lots of bites. you will be freak out by the bites for sure! HAHAH. it's eally ALOT!

Kung fu kingfishers, your are really a great patrol! andrina, jing wen, yong chian, joshua and darren. thanks for making this camp so fun :D also to the commanders :D "WE ARE DOOM!!!" HAHAHA now i know why. Thank God we didnt get lost :D heh heh. and also for such good weather! Jtt was really a very different camp as compared to the other training camp. everyday is a new location. and i know how to spot a durian tree! HAHAH! and i saw the big dipper at pulau ubin!! last night at the beach was real cool. wind was shiock! OHMAN, my bites are starting to itch AGAIN!

okay, i'm too tired to continue to blog. :D shall go back to sleep even though i just woke up. HAHAH

and i'm in love with my bolo tie; proud of us!

countdown

2009-03-17T00:23:00.003+08:00

I feel like i have to say something out, before i can finally go and sleep :D. hahaha
and i really think maybe i should not have said it. i just hope nothing will go wrong. zzzz

i don't know, today zone gathering message made me think alot. Not only for myself, but even my friends and those around me. somehow i felt this topic was really good. they should have done this earlier. seriously. hahaha. but today sharing made me realise a whole load of things. like having a healthy relationship with both girls & guys. or even having a close relationship with a male friend ( NOTE: not a boyfriend). Like having some boundaries, for body language, dressing, physical contact. i didnt know that guys can actually dont like a girl hitting them on their back. i don't do that so its okay. and also having body contact with the guy sitting beside you. hmmm, i really learnt alot from today session. hopefully we will have more of this! hahahaha

it's 12.30 so it's officially tuesday :D. 1 more day before JLTA, and i'm pretty excited! as mention in my other post. haaa. i know this camp will be very different from my other training camps :D but i really have no clue about what we are gonna do! but i guess it's the suspense that really hypes me up! see! i cant get to sleep now. hahaha. plus my cramps are hurting. ouch! i've got a new backpack! thank God! mummy was really nice to go down to compass with me and buy. but i haven't pack anything in yet. as usual, last min! hahaha. i seem to do that every year okay! heh. don't learn from me. somehow i get a kick from rushing through my packing. weird me!

okay, i'm so gonna sleep now. :D

2009-03-16T12:28:00.003+08:00

OH MAN! I CANT BELIEVE I AM SO SUAY!!! WHY NOW? i don't believe my body. arghh!

yes, JLTA is in 2 days time, haix. somehow i don't feel really prepared for this camp. well, pre-camp jitters if i can call it. hahaha.

went to uncle chong's house for dinner last night. wanted to watch matrix but then we had to go home. awww. hahaha.

zone gathering later. don't know what they will be doung also! hopefully it will be fun! :D heh.

i dont like cramps & mood swings, period.

*edit i'm gonna buy a backpack later. hopefully i will be able to find one!.

2009-03-14T21:12:00.002+08:00

Gahhhhh, i'm disappointed of course, but it's over baby :D tmr will be a better day(hopefully)

i don't have a hiking backpack, wonder who has one that i can borrow? hmmm

2009-03-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

OMGG!! peachy pink is damn chio lah! :D i want this colour! why sony so slow!!! i buy the phone liao than come out with such chio colour! RAHHH!!!!

got back results already, not really sastisfied with it. hahaha

could have gottten 4 a1's, but then, :( but thank God! i improved alot for my combine humans & science! from c5 to b3 :D happy!

Results:
English: A1
Chinese: C5 .Zzzz
Maths: A1
A maths: A1
Combine humanities: B3
Combine science: B3
D&T: B4

it's okay! i shall work harder! :D heh

ahhhh, hiking merit tmr, i'm getting the jitters! Zzzz, but it will be okay right? hahaha I CAN DO IT!!

oh! mummy wanted to see chinese tch! heng never! don't know what she will say about me! haaa

2009-03-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to say.

class politics, i don't want to bother.

it's no use getting upset and angry with each other. seriously.

i have no life, seriously! hahahaha. meet the parents sessions tmr! Zzzz, hopefully Mrs Li won't say anything? Hmmm, i have been a very good girl :D i pass up all my homework! heh

Zzzz, d&t is killing me .. coursework. I DONT WANT TO SPEND MY WHOLE SAT DOING COURSEWORK!
ahhhh

Gosh, maybe it's time to move on. i like honeystars :D

never-ending

2009-03-11T20:16:00.003+08:00

endless cycle, trust me. i wont bother

I know this happened so long ago, but tuesday assembly was cool! THey went to HK and even went to GFS! hahahaha. jealous! :D and their presentation song is GFS theme song. High!
and i just ate a really pretty cupcake! hahahaha. shall post the picture of it another time. it's really pretty! i wish i could bake like that! just that i don't have an oven. heh

oh man! 終極三國 is really nice and funny! watch 1& half episode on heinrich itouch. i laughed till i cry man! HAHAHA. and 胡宇崴 is super shuaii! heh.

Zzzz, one more week and it will be JLTA. really excited about it, BUT HORR! i very scared come that thing. praying hard. *cross fingers* hahahaha

crazee

2009-03-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

DIE!!! I'm currently addicted to this show! HAHAHAAHA :D some of my fav actors/actresses are all acting in the show! heh :D Linda Chung, Chris Lai, Bosco Wong :DDDDD watch 3 episodes already. new craze! HAHAHAHA

alright, headed down for rangers, in the end there was no merits. hahahaha. and i managed to complete one set of english paper :) caught a lift frm uncle kl. Tq :D

Zzzzz, i don't really look forward for meet the parents session cause ... my results are probably going to be sukish. heh

Booo, why are hk dramas so nice ;DD i'm super addicted! RAH!

thoughts

2009-03-07T11:09:00.002+08:00

I think i can't handle relationships. I find it hard to adjust. I can't talk to strangers or people whom i don't know really well. There always seems to be an invisible wall between me and that person and somehow it always stops me from starting a converstion with them. Secondary life, 3 relationships went wrong. some that were close to me before now seems like strangers. I seriosuly don't know what's wrong with me. But i'm trying my best, i want to mend those relationships. i don't want any regrets after i graduate. Zzzzz.

was just blog-hopping aand i saw this ( Graduationg Class 2009). Zzzz, 4 years in Bowen will than be officially over. Time really flies, i still could remember getting my PSLE results, and bursting into tears when i saw how atrocious my results were. hahahaha, i'm so over that anyway. Then i went in to Bowen. Secondary 1 life was really free & easy man! i didn't bother much about my studies but amazingly i still managed to pass my subjects. Sec 2 came and i still did not learn my lesson. ahhhh. So that's how i went into combine science. =.= I was so shocked when i saw i went into combine. I did quite well for EOY but then my mid year had to pull me down. heh :D

next year, i will be in poly/JC. another phrase in my life that i have to go through. Whenever people ask me which one am i going, i really don't know how to answer. I'm stuck between my own choices and others. no matter how much i really wish to block out their opinions, i have to admit that they do make sense. Do i really want to do that for the rest of my life? Sadly, i stil ldo not know.
Zzzz, i'm hungry, shall go and find food. HAHAHA

random

2009-03-06T16:49:00.005+08:00

i don't like

I.AM.FEELING.SUPER.FED-UP.BECAUSE.I.CANT.SEEM.TO.CHANGE.(*.sbp).FILE.TO.JPEG.RAH!

Zzzz, the weather's pretty weird this days.One moment hot, another moment cold. hahaha was suppose to go and watch push today, but then( nevermind). going down to Joel Wong's grandma wake later. hope everything is well for him! Quite a few events have happened. The one that shock me was well, the one that is so "popular" with the chinese and today newspaper. I really pity the two kids, having lost a mum at such a young tender age.

i am officially very bored, let me go play with photos! :D come back and update more soon! :D

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TWILIGHT :D heh

Create your own FACEinHOLE

WINNIE THE POOH :D

Create your own FACEinHOLE

okayokay, fun :D (some to horrible to post here though! heh) ohno, i suddenly realised i am going to teach hiking merit. eh crap. HAHAHA .

i mean, you can tell i'm bored right? pet society :D

it's all about LOVE

2009-03-05T18:16:00.003+08:00

WARNING: if you are NOT a hong kong drama fan, better get out! hahaha :D

ohmygoshh, i think i'm seriously addicted to hk dramas! i mean, what's not to like them?!?! they have really really good actors and actresses, plus their story plots are very good! it's probably hundred times better than singapore dramas. ours is really crap! Also, they have really good looking male leads ( awwww) and they always tackle on subjects that i love! HAHAHAHA

and their love story always tend to be SUPER complicated! it adds on to the fun man! hahahahalatest addiction? always ready. yeah yeah. i know i'm 4 years late, but then channel u just broadcasted the whole series, too bad it's finish! i won't mind a second season man! HAHA. & of course, i'm having the urge to learn cantonese. heh. okayy, i really want to go hk suddenly. O LEVEL FASTER FINISH ARH!

LOL i sound like i'm advertising for hk dramas. HAHAHA

On the other hand, i've decided on my o level product already. :D proud of myself, totally. heh i'm bored, and i don't know what to type already.
i'm not too sure of my feelings already. don't ask don't care. i don't like busybodys.

in a world of my own

2009-03-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

imagine the world with superpowers. won't that be like urber cool! HAHAHA

anyway, i'm very happy today! heh. well, i did have to suffer some pain first. :D I FINALLY TOOK OUT MY IMPLANTS & I DON'T HAVE TO WEAR THE RUBBER BANDS ANYMORE! CHEERS! i mean seriously, i was praying througout the whole time there! but then again, i conclude : i seriously DONT like dentist. hahahaha but i'm so glad it's over :D no complications or anything! thank God!

i don't know if it's only me, but somehow i think time passes very fast. it's March for goodness sake! 3 more months to O level chinese?!?! Zzzzzz.

letting go

2009-03-02T19:47:00.002+08:00

Fly me away, into a secret place

I'm kind of enjoying school right now. getting back the passion for studies, and knowing my aims for each subject :D got back most of my results. happy girl today! HAHAHA my science improved by leaps and bounds like seriously! HAHA. B3, and i'm one step nearer to my goal!

okay, i tore the book up and threw it all away. with all the letters included. i guess i can finally put down this whole relationship. it's no point for me to keep that hope anyway.

gosh, i downloaded cooking mama into my phone and i've been playing it since! i shall not lose to joshua again! HAHAHA. he won't see this anyway :D

hearts all around

2009-02-28T22:13:00.005+08:00

i've got a lot of things to say :D hahahaha. well, today was tiring, woke up at 7 plus and bus-ed down to church. was so sleepy that i fell asleep on the bus! hahaha :D filming was fun yet tiring :D but i think it wil be worth it! especially filming with the ERs are so much fun! heh

took a cab down to support gabriel & leon's water baptism :D congrats man! :D ate and went back to church for RR programme :D heh, they celebrated my birthday! hahahaha :D had cmdrs R&R, really fun, played many games that i used to play when i was younger! HAHA . dinner and bused home with cheryl ,joshua, norman and takuya. played cooking mama on joshua's phone after they all alighted :D i will never lose to him! RAH! and he is amused at how i play it =.=

click if you want :D

& i'm gonna teach the Ers on hiking merit. stressed! but i can do it! cause i know i can :D

it's a wonderful love story ; over & over again

2009-02-27T16:15:00.005+08:00

I HAD A SUPER DUPER FREAKING NICE DAY TODAY!

yeah, OKABC celebrated my birthday today :D surprised? yeah .. although yanni excuse of getting me to open the cardboard was super lame! hahaha. the cake was yummy! present ( see domo peeking up there?) althought i think your are the first people i ever met to use bluetack to wrap the present! i love your! :D ( pictures are all with yanni)

the day before SS i was teaching 2 new students! HAHAHA. fine, i was a little mental on that day :D so i decided to teach two stick people. heh . look up! the prince and the princess! HAHA

hahahahaha!

and i like what yanni said ; he deserved it :D heh

meeting at 9 am at church to do filming. cooool. only if i can wake up! HAHAHA

prince&princess, living together

2009-02-26T20:43:00.006+08:00

common test are finally over :D i'm sure glad about it! well, i know some papers i should have scored better but then, it's all over. i will still thank God for whatever results i get! so far, i got a A1 for emaths :D we are back to our usual seating places again. and i really didnt know what to say. i wanted to comfort him, but i didnt know what to say. so i left him alone. i guess 2 blows in a day was too much. it was really scary during maths lesson. hahaha

i had a wonderful birthday this year. hahaha. especially the card from aish and clique. thank you! :D was really surprised when i received their card! and the piggy from angeline, weiling and jolyn! hahahaha and many many more :D and of course all the birthday wishes! :D i'm 16 man! hahahaha

2009-02-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

i really don't like this feeling. maybe our thinking is very different.sometimes, i don't even know whether you treat me as a friend or not.saying one thing and mean another? that's really not like you. you have changed alot since i knew you. i really feel like a fool, seriously. today seems to be a bad day, i wished i had gone out to study instead of staying at home.its total crap, getting scolded for nothing, getting blamed for nothing, getting misjudged for nothing. seems like i'm just a object for others to vent their unhappiness on. its total crap i tell you. fine, i dont care, and i dont bother. and i'm also not expecting a sorry from you.

inspite of all those, i'm still very proud of myself. i managed to study :D and memorised alot. hahaha. hopefully i won't have to go for remedial! :)

romeo and juliet

2009-02-21T15:31:00.003+08:00

how i wish everything would go back in time. maybe i would be wiser, maybe i would not choose my decision right know. maybe, things would be a lot different from now. what else can i say?

d&t paper yesterday. all i can say is i did my best, i'm leaving it all to God now. i really really don't want to be required to drop d&t for a subject in o level. i'm praying very hard. and we're back to index number seating arrangement. and i hate my seat. boo :(((

it feels weird not to be at rangers at this time. awww, i really wanted to go and cook :D but then i cant afford to lose time in studying. hmm, talking about studying. i really should get back to studying, like seriously.

3 more days baby :D and gf i miss you too! hahahahaha

teardrops on my guitar

2009-02-18T20:58:00.003+08:00

today was a wonderful day :D although during chem feli dropped a bombshell on us. stay strong, stay happy cause okabc will always be here for you! english and a maths was really boring cause they were just going through thr stuffs that i already knew how to do. and me and heinrich were just complaining about mrs li the whole time. its unfair for those who already knows how to do the work. it just gives us a excuse to sleep.

chinese was hell boring,so was physics. hahaha. stupid pins (phy experiment) made my eye go bonkers! hahaha. headed down to hougang mall to meet yanni. saw many familiar people :D including the whole badminton guys =.=

and i think i'm starting to understand chem mole! hahahaha, thanks heinrich :D phew, maybe i will gt at least 50 % right this time! HAHAHA yah right!

fine, i'm disgusted but i dont care.

countdown: 6 more days :D

2009-02-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

fly to the ends of the world, where no one knows who you are.

had cramps the whole day, totally spoilt my day. i managed to finish up both maths homework before leaving for church :D and i'm proud of myself! service, zone gathering where we celebrated xue yan's birthday.

you know, i still cant accept the fact that i have 2 papers on my birthday. rararah! what a nice birthday :( i shall celebrate it with my domo. 9 more days! heh:D

regrets will always be there. if you give me a list, it will probably go up to hundreds. if time could be reversed, i would have studied harder, and be a better person than i am now. whenever i think back, there's a tinge of sadness, i know i have to trust him in this, but i dont know why i have so little faith. sometimes i get angry at myself for not trusting him, yet quiet times always makes it right again. maybe God will reveal his plan for me. i need patience.

i think i'm dying in chemistry. i dont understand a single thing about mol. how?

2009-02-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

and so my valentine was spent with rangers people. :D not bad huh? hahahaha

went to church around 12, lunch-ed and practised the skit. it was good :D i mean really really good! hahaha i hope the kids enjoyed it as much as we did :D went for dinner with the rangers, but half the time my mind was thinking about yanni's message.

having a close friend who is a badminton girl and a partner who is a badminton guy, i know that they really worked hard for this tournament.its really a pity that they lost, but i'm sure they will get back on their feet again.jiayou yanni! for your upcomming matches! :D

ohohoh!!

i didnt know that sheng can drive! so cool right! heh :D hahahaha, i was like @.@ and my poor domo got hit today =.= hahahaha

today was great, but something's missing.

love me, hate me, i don't care

2009-02-12T19:42:00.005+08:00

it's really unfair that i'm late today.it's okay if i couldnt wake up in time.i woke up at 630.its so crap!why should i be late?i'm still feeling very upset.suffering the consequences of others mistake is really not a nice thing.i'm contemplating on going to school myself now.i don't want to be late just because she couldnt wake up.it's reaaly really unfair.

and today started out very moody, partly cause my leg started to cramp real bad. it even hurts when i'm walking. thank God i managed to fininsh all d&t requirements by end of lesson.i dont fancy myself having a warning letter anyway. SS was sleepy, but managed to stay awake and listen. registered for o level papers today. it's freaking ex for one paper okay! my total is $370. and it's alot! did test during math lesson :D it was okay. i didnt forget much from last year work! hahahaha

went down to church last night, saw the prac for colour party. it's a pity i didnt get to do it this year, hahaha. rehearsed the skit with joshua, leon, kevin and norman. pretty funny, i really cant wait for the actual skit on that day.i think it's gonna be great!

tmrss valentine celebration! good show to watch! (quoted from yanni!) HAHAHA

maybe it was never meant to be like that

2009-02-10T20:48:00.003+08:00

i think i screwed BIG time.

sec 4 life is really different. thank God i'm coping :D i really hate to think that i will have to miss rangers in the later part of the year. i'm really enjoying times spent with them.

essay test for ss was kinda crappy. cause i went on to memorise the other part of the chapter and forgot about the first part. for once, okabc walked 2 rounds together for PE.hahahaha. quite cool :D half of the class were gone during amaths so mrs li gave us early release. (everyone says wow!) yah, first time in e4 history? yes, the second place for e4 probably shocked all of us.hahaha. hmm, class spirit?

i hate it when people stare at me for no reason.it gives me the creeps.

2009-02-09T17:11:00.002+08:00

once upon a time.

today passed relatively fast :D hahaha chemistry experiments are really really fun (: especially when the results turns out to be something very different from what its expected to be. heh :) fell asleep during d&t. i was the only girl there, and somehow halfway through sketching my ideas, i fell asleep. HAHA

got back e maths test paper, 41/45 (clap), hahaha. i was not really confident for that paper. really thank God!and i got the same marks as yanni! HAHAHA i shall aim to be higher than her!

lots of love,
ally

2009-02-07T22:55:00.002+08:00

have you ever seen a rainbow?

i dont even know why i bothered. they all didnt care at all. i got pissed off for the whole morning.damn shit, i cant be bothered anymore.

today started off badly. shall not say why. left halfway during rangers with norman to attend the membership class. 2 and a half hourss. zzzz. hahaha . after that was mentoring. it was quite okay. ER guys are super sadistic.poor cookie monster.hahaha had dinner with them, it was super funny(: met family and went home.

crap, did i say my benko died? hahaha. it became headless/body-less. hahaha, actually they are attached by the string.but i'm still damn sad.hur hur :D

i'm still damn upset.

2009-02-06T23:21:00.003+08:00

school started out okay, i thought he was angry cause of yesterday. but when he started doing his retarded things, i guess its okay (: hahaha i felt very proud of myself during chinese! i finished the zuo ye. heh :D english was fun fun fun! hahaha. i love it when mrs thoo does quiz for our lessons. conjunctions are fun. wheee

cross country @ punggol park. walked all the way with jh and feli. hahaha after the run, we went to a ulu playground to talk. only bc went off cause she had something on. caught up with them. its been a long time since we sat together and talked. i guess we are all so busy. with yanni's badminton competition & feli SYF dance. hahaha went for dnner together :D yummy! hahaha.

HAHAHA. yanni's a total retatard man! i dont know who i can stand lameness from monday to friday. and then with the rangers. no wonder i'm going mentally unstable already. heh heh

i hate this feeling, i need to get it out of me.

2009-02-05T16:52:00.003+08:00

I regretted, it's time to stop.

Today started out fine with d'n't in the morning. after which was SS. and everyone was so lethargic that she made us stand while listening to the last bit of her lesson :( break and english was super funny with the I-take-your-phone-you-spam-my-phone thingy .. hahahaha. and yes yanni, you are really retarted. hahaha CE was boring, but me and heinrich were chionging our maths homework. :D

lunch break was awful. i realised that i had forgotten alot of things for the maths test. yeah, i became ~~quite~~ crappy until he taught me how to do. hahaha.

okay, i admit i was shocked. when you told me that thing, i had this really bad feeling. you reminded me of someone, sorry if you were shocked at my reaction.

2009-02-04T20:01:00.004+08:00

school has been okay, i finally could understand chemistry today (: many thanks to heinrich! hahahah :D eh, sit beside smart guy got advantage uh! heh :D but in the end, we both gave up on the amath question. =.=

i didnt run the 2 rounds yesterday. and i still cant run cross country on friday. pfft, i swear i will never step into a drain ever again. hurhur :D

i must really increase my vocab man. compo writing during english lesson was seriously very very stressful. hahahaha. i cancelled so many times :D but i'm pleased with the end results :) heh
wah, i think my ankle's getting worse. its swelling and its worse then yesterday and the day before! and the swelling's damn obvious. crap. hahahaha, everytime i tell someone on how i injure my ankle, their expressions are super funny! hahahah :D

well, i guess i cant understand you at all. is your ego more important or what? pride, tsk.

2009-02-02T21:10:00.003+08:00

with all my heart.

apparently, my ankle's swollen already. It's all reddish and swollen. 2.4 km run tmr, i hope i'm able to run :D

today was a typical blue monday, with lessons one after another. :D had chem practical which was kinda not so good cause the solution got onto my hand, and it kinda hurt for awhile. D'n'T was okay, but mr freddy took 15 mins to brief/scold my class. hahaha

walked down to bubble tea shop with jia hui :D ebded up buying popiah! haha.i think i will miss my school popiah, its super nice:) heh

my email is flooded with lots of fb mails :D i really look forward to the weekends every week. hahaha. :D

2009-02-01T15:54:00.002+08:00

girls at abi's house :D

i'm getting stuck at market research. My mind's in a total blank stage now. crap, and tmr's the dateline for the design briefs & constraints.

i'm super tired now, due to the lack of sleep. hahahaha i think i might just fall asleep during lessons tmr. hopefully heinrich brings sweets :D heh heh.

i realise i have been blogging ALOT this few weeks! haha probably cause i'm always researching, after my research is done, i doubt i will be using much of the computer already! common test are coming up, my targets are a little too high, heh. but i will still try my best :D

FACT: i cannot stand peope who talk crap to me even when i have shown NO interest in it. Sorry, lame is one thing, rubbish is another. Lameness is something i'm used to it already ( xD ), but talking rubbish is just making me feel disgusted about you. yes, i hate people who talk rubbish, and stop interupting convos. its really pissing us . thankyouverymuch.

2009-01-31T22:54:00.002+08:00

my scratched ankle is bleeding, and i hurts lah! i really got low tolerance for pain man! hahahaha. i can complain non-stop! heh :D

today was a good day! hahaha. you see, i was early!! haha!
browsing of photographs & indian poker at gabriel's house,
sitting and eating at norman's house,
cam-whoring at abi's house! (her house is damn nice lah! vintage style ;my dream house ..heh),
feasting at conrad's house

and joshua loves to pose for the security camera at my house lift! so retarted lah! hahaha :D anyway, thanks ivana for sending me home :D and joshua for sending me up :D

okay, my ankle's getting even more painful! crap :(

2009-01-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

i think i'm hook onto guitar hero! hahahaha i wanna play again leh!
and and hor, i'm wondering how am i gonna be able to wake up befor 9 am to meet the ERs. hmmmm :D

reply tags: (i'm lazy to tag back! hahaha)

jiahui: YES MAN! Lets score As and since D'N'T is a guy subject, lets prove that girls are as good! heh (: actually hor, it's our class guys no hope lah .. heh :D

yanni: HAHAHA, back me up? good for you! heh (: lets win all those guys man! We rule! but hor, you are still the stupidest person hor! heh :D (at least according to joanna!)

dilys: yup! i will i will! :D and, happy new year! abit late ah. hahahaha

2009-01-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

cell photo + with zhi ming's parents ( zm photographer, jasmine not around)

I'm really glad to be in this cell, seriously. I thank God for putting me in this cell. I never expected us to bond so much, especially when we first splited up from the old HG3. I still remembered our first cell was super quiet. But for now, we are really super duper noisy! HG3 has really grown up alot. Especially during the period when Meryl was not around. I hope to continue to be able to influence the younger ones. I really look forward to cell every week! (: love you guys (:

i got 2 sweets today (: i think i'm very easily satisfied. hahaha but was super tired, fell asleep after enduring a whole hour of chinese. =.=

ERs are meeting at 9am tmr! ahh, i should sleep soon! well, at least until the food in my tummy gets digested! heh :D

2009-01-29T17:03:00.002+08:00

maybe i'm starting to think too much again ..

school was okay today (: The fact that Mr Tan scolded all the guys and said that they were a diagrace to male species made me kinda happy ( don't kill me guys!) hahahaha.

i couldnt laugh out loud though (: i wanna do well and get an A for my journal! at least i will make all the time spent on it well worth! hahahaha. somehow like make myself happier! heh

i haven printed out my pictures :( i've really got no time too. stress! i got 3 sweets from heinrich today (: happy! it's guava sweet, and feli don't like it! heh (: well, mostly my class people hate guava sweets ..

when i was walking home from school today, i was suddenly reminded of that little boy at pavia church. i kinda miss him now, with his oh-so contagious smile (: well, even though like what conrad said ( i bribe him), he still said a hello and bye-bye to me. i really want to go back to philipines (: i really miss all the sessions we had. i wish i could do more. heh

2009-01-28T21:29:00.003+08:00

i want a domo cake for my birthday!

in less then a month, i'm going to be 16!

woah, time flies super fast!

16 feels very old, 15 sounds alot better! hahahaha

the 10 o'clock show on channel u! hahahaha. helicopter rescue .. i wanna do something so interesting when i grow up! heh

ERs visitation on saturday (:

2009-01-27T19:58:00.003+08:00

i think my family is cool. hahahaha

really thank God for putting me there! with such great uncles and aunties, cousins and soon to be newphew! woah man! hahahaha. our family is on facebook too! heh

the cousins played guitar hero at uncle spencer's house. super fun (: hahahaha
at least until i got pissed off with her. seriously, i dont understand why you had to shout at me when i did nothing wrong,really.

it was great getting to meet all my cousins again (: well, the older ones one year twice? hahaha. we decided to go for a family outing! hmmm, i wonder when will it be! hahaha.

so it's back to school tmr! awww, good thing school starts at 9.10! hahaha, or else i won't be able to wake up in time for school! yikes!

2009-01-26T17:06:00.005+08:00

i love this picture, hahaha.

Chinese new year is okay, not much yet. Looking forward for tonight's dinner! Where i can meet all my cousins, uncles and aunties! hahaha.

happy new year peeps! (:

2009-01-25T14:55:00.002+08:00

going for reunion dinner later, and as usual, two dinners in one night! hahahaha(: it will be a great time! to catch up with my cousins (: and to eat (aww)

last night was great, really enjoyed myself. settlers with ER was fun. totally enjoyable!
especially the last game! heh XD

I'm glad Norman shared that devotion.it was really very timely .. what Cmdr Jon said totally took all doubts i had with me, gone. i really Thank God for that! (:

and on the way home, Joshua told me something super bad yet super funny. hahaha

ps: i cant wait for enrolment, i know that the ERs skit will be great!

PPS: i found my water bottle! ended up at Edina's house! hahaha

last night took my mind off about it, for awhile i guess.

2009-01-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

you know allison, you really should stop worrying about redundant things and start focusing on proper stuff.there's no use having to worry about something which you obviously have no hold onto it.what about trusting God?what about having faith?have you forgotten it already?or do you not trust him at all?at least not enough to lay down everything for him?you should be utterly ashamed of yourself!

CNY performance was not that great this year. oh well, quite disappointing actually (last year already!) hahahahaha
so CNY is here! and then there will be visitation blah blah.
i'm more worried about the enormous pile of homework i have actually. heh

should i go out with the ERs tmr? or should i stay at home .. hmmmm
idk, leading praise and worship tmr, everything will go well! (:

2009-01-22T16:34:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to like my seat more! hahahaha
it's much better now, heh
Mr Tan is super funny!
He keeps on telling us its okay to make grammer mistakes for journal!
yet the only stuff he comments on is our grammer mistakes =.=
hahahahaha, what to do? english teacher what!
i really wish the guys will start to buck up and do their work.
its o levels mind THEM!
fail then regret. its really dumb.

whenever i say this, people will just look and stare at me! hahaha
i haven bought my new year clothes and stuff.
hahahahaha, well
at first i thought still got time!
but i didn't know that journal would consumed so much of my time.
heh (:

i.must.stop.blogging.and.do.my.work.
so.bye.bye.

2009-01-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

I DONT WANT TIDINESSSSSSSSSS!

okay, if you are wondering why am i writing tidiness everywhere, hahaha
is cause my D'n'T jouranl theme is tidiness.
ehhh, its fustrating and irritating. crap.

cool, i just found a forum that was talking about the o level theme.
just that i don't undertand what they are saying (some game that involves shooting and fire.)
and i went to google search on "O’level DNT theme : Tidiness"
and i found my blog =.=
heh

i need someone to play the guitar on saturday .. who should i ask?

"i felt smart today but i shall not tell your why!"
hahahaha

i still have SS summary. =.=
and i'm totally dead beat.
crappy crap crap.

2009-01-20T21:54:00.003+08:00

domo is cute. hahahaha

a maths is killing me. i seem to have forgotten ALOT.
damn.
you know, he's actually better then i thought he was.

Mr Tan, quick! i need your ghant chart lah!

2009-01-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

aww crap, i've got alot of things to do and yet i'm here blogging! heh
D'n'T, class got scolded
what do you expext? when 3 quarters of your class are guys and they dont bother at all
but deadlines are nearer then expected.
ut i'm getting a clearer idea already! yay :D

and then, class got scolded durin maths lesson.
aww, cant say much, cause i'm one of them. heh
hahahahaha oops!

"edit"

damn, i'm suppose to do research and here i am blogging.
hmmmm, should i create lj account?
hahahaha

and feli! get well soon (:

2.4 tmr. ahhhhhhhhhh

2009-01-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

hahahahahaha

2009-01-17T23:11:00.004+08:00

1 sentence: I want to thank God for helping me through today

hahahaha, its total madness when you are trying to complete a project that is due on that day itself!
3 cheers for OKABC man! we are great! hahaha
check out the blog!
http://www.singapore-i-okay.blogspot.com/
heh :D

anyway ......
rangers was great but i could'nt reach in time for praise and worship.
oh well. i shall not miss it anymore!
dinner was yummy!
thai express @ esplanade.
prawn and egg .. do i need to say anymore? heh
thanks derrick/ cmdr derrick/ cousin-in-law for the treat!
oh whatever ;D
and my leg experienced sudden pains.
crap

and marcus is growing up wayyy to fast for me.
the words he uses is just so grown up to me
well, my brother is growing up!
cool, no more cute cute already. heh

& i think its really sad to lose people in rangers.
i agree with what dilys said,
take example my batch girls.
there's only me left.
sometimes wonder why.
so what can i do? i dont know.
"edit"

im super tired already
hahahaha
good night!

2009-01-16T21:07:00.004+08:00

its the weekends again (: hahahaha
and i will be late for rangers tmr,
thanks to english project!
if only the blog was not deleted, shhucks.

anyway, school's BORING
i dont talk to heinrich,
well, at least i pay attention in class ,
but it's too boring!
MRS LI! i want to change place lah ..
and i din really like how she kept on putting down our class.
hello? no class spirit?
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh.
=.=

my class feels very homely now, hahahaha
thanks to the curtain and stuffs ..
hmmm, bring my bed over and i won't mind sleeping there!
hahahahahaha

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sign ..

2009-01-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

changed blogskin, check out the people i love section!

damn cool sia! hahahaha :D

i think the dateline for d'n't journal is too near ..
80 over pages of research and more, done by end of feb ..
really feeling the pressure already!
but i'm sure i can do it!
with God's help of course :D
must get an a1 for it, yay !

okay, back to researching time!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ps: i think Mrs Li is super hip okay!
don't play play!
she even watches miss no good!
hahahaha, and the best thing is she knows who is huhu!
cool !
zzzzzzzzzz

ooooohhh

2009-01-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

currently at jia hui's house doing project,
while blogging .. hahahaha
well, her house has 4 computers, so all of us are using!
wahahahaha (:

anyway, school's been good .. hahaha
but i don't like my seat. ARGGHHHH!
hopefully Mrs Li changes it soon ..
though i dont think she will.
hahaha

i don't know what to type now ..
oh! i got this post in ER
birthday IC.
hahahahaha
my mum's great at remembering dates.
IM NOT! but then ..
thats what schedulers are for!
hehehehe

D'n'T is tmr ..
i dont really like the theme ..
firstly its too general.
TIDINESS
hahahahaha
hmmm, maybe i should do one for my table ..
then daddy won't nag at me anymore!
wahahahaha

shall log off already.
cya!

My God is a God who cares!

2009-01-08T19:58:00.002+08:00

and so today was a better day.
hahahaha

and i really want to thannk God,
cause i think i was super down last night
and i literally had to force myself to sit and do devotion.
but i'm glad i did :)
For the past few days, EDWJ has been focusing on our God is a God who cares.
and i really felt quite fed up,
before i slept, i said a very simple prayer.
" God, show me you still care, please"
.
.
and i fell asleep. hahaha
but when i woke up, i saw dilys message!
if you are seeing this, i want to thank you!
haha
you don't know how much it meant to me (:

went to nyp today with mummy and bee chien!
talked to the guy there about some courses in engineering ..

o level results are coming out,
soon next year at this time, i will be getting it!
hahahaha

d'n't theme question is coming out!
and then i will have to start my journal!
target: 100 pages!
hahahaha
Mr tan should be proud of me!
wheeeee

i'm really in a good mood today, but i'm still sleepy!
yawns :D

2009-01-07T20:48:00.002+08:00

i'm quite fed up.
everything's going down hill, and i don't know if i can even survive tmr.
fine, not that serious ..
but i'm really not use to sec 4 life, i get pissed off easily
damn the mood swings
but then again, looking at the poly courses ..
only 1 has REALLY catch my eye.
ngee ann Diploma in Audio-visual Technology (AVT)
hahahahaha
but then i have to keep my eyes open!
it's kinda fustrating though
is it only me? or is their attitude really hack care?

i'm really tired, dead beat.
good night!

2009-01-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

Goodness me!
I'm super duper tired right now ..
But i managed to finish my a maths homework!
yay (:

anyway, i might be going for ngee ann poly and nyp open house on saturday?
but it means i got to miss the goldbar meeting ..
oh well, still trying to decide!
or if daddy is able to get leave on thursday ..
hmmm, arghh ..

i think im getting all fustrated up ..
there's this unspeakable feeling in the air.
i have started studying!
HAHAHA

you know, one of my new year resolution is to read the whole bible throughly.
it's been a long time since i did that.
so im gonna continue! jiayou ally! (:

2008-12-30T15:35:00.002+08:00

i wanna wiiii !
hahahaha :D

i don't want to start school!
i haven completed any assignments yet X)
and d'n't prac exam question is coming out!
arghh, fustrating!
i want to cut hair!
hmmm, should i leave my fringe as bangs?
or just snip it off! hahahaha
thanksgiving is tmr!
yay!

2008-12-29T19:53:00.003+08:00

Time flies, in a blink of an eye,
2008 is gonna end.

Many things have happened, good and bad.
but I still wanna thank God for whatever things that have happened.
For putting great friends in school, church and even rangers!
I think i truly know why im still in rangers even after so long.
To be honest, i even though of leaving rangers once
but i'm really glad i didn't ..
after this mission trip, something is changed
and i know it.

This year christmas was special too,
spending it with the rangers was totally cool!
hahahaha
2009 is reaching, o levels are starting
you know the feeling when you spend so much time with a group of people,
you don't wanna leave
and then reality hits in,
and it's back to school life

i really miss the younger days now ..
when we were still so young, innocent
i miss the days where we kids would just gather and play after rangers
when our parents would be having meeting

i truly wonder how many people actually remembered the whole mary and joseph episode ..
hahahaha
as i think back, we both were really silly and childish.
hmmm, i wonder if he stills remembers, but anyway
some childhood memories are really hard to forget

i think wii is fun, hahahaha
playing till the wee hours in the morning!
thats all for now
hmmm, i might just close this blog next year.
hahaha

2008-12-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

harrow, so dumb.. HAHAHA
but i survived! i mean 8 days with the rangers.
Thank God!

anyway, i really want to go back philipines now
it really hard here to be a good christian
eveytime mummy or daddy nag me at things i-have-totally-no-idea-why
i just keep on praying, and praying
its hard for me not to talk back, or even explain myself
but i really want to be a good christian

christmas is coming, datelines i have to meet
and im going off for family time until wedneday
then at night is caroling and stayover
service in the morning and CCIS with rangers
next day is zome thanksgiving
saturday with rangers at cmdrC house plus stayover?

hahaha, my my,
my whole week is almost pack with rangers stuff!!
lols!!

yesterday was sandra and derrick wedding!
saw ALOT of teachers
boo =.=
hahaha, schools starting!
o level! here i come arh!

away(:

2008-12-12T11:29:00.002+08:00

i will be away from 12-19 dec (:
will be in philippines
cyaa (:

bye!

2008-12-11T22:48:00.001+08:00

I'm flying off time already!
ahhh, time flies!
it was just not long ago when i went up to ER
and now i'm going mission trip!
whee!

i got to revise on my sermons notes, gonna type it out!
woohoo! really excited! HAHA

2008-12-10T01:53:00.001+08:00

omggg ...
i cant believe i've been at facebook playing their silly games for 2 hours?
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
i haven do alot of things yet!
and i'm blogging at a really weird timing
1.53a.m =.=
i haven pack my bag and im flying off on friday!
i haven bought my clothes for the wedding too!!!
someone help me please. =.=

2008-12-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

today is a very nice day(:
oh yes ..

I DID IT!
yay! haha .. i'm proud of myself yeah!

anyway, almost whole day was spent in church
just played pet society, haha
facebook is funny! =.=

okay, i'm gonna explore more! lalalala
and im still going to church tmr!

Thank you Lord, for helping me today.

hmmm

2008-12-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

i was wondering, how nice if i could have a older sibling, like a older brother? haha

tadah

2008-12-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha, i think i did the funniest thing
i joined facebook! xD
nahh, i still think its dumb (:
lazy to update and stuff
but then again, even my mum has one!

i'm getting scared again
i. have. never.shared. before. so. can. someone. tell. me. how. am. i. gonna. share. tmr???
ahhhhhhh, its only less then halfway through =.=
i gotta pray more! and trust him
funny how my sermon is about trusting God and how i'm struggling to!
lols

went to a toy museum today
interesting place eh! never knew about that place before!
its kinda nice, childhood memories lah! haha
really enjoyed my day with OKABC
its just the project that is killing us! lols

anyway, i'm leaving on friday.
its really fast!
soon i will be leaving and then back!
then it will be sandra's wedding, christmas, thanksgiving, new year
and meryl will be coming back!
woohoo!

looking through the list of things i have to buy ..
i'm lacking for clothes =.=
not enough jeans!
must start packing already!
i love last minutes stuff (:
even though it's bad =.=

stressed!

2008-12-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

RAWR!!
the cmdrs are still having meeting at my house =.=

i watched finish miss no good already! ahaha
in a few days! record breaker! woohoo!
its seriously very nice! huhuhu! HAHA

hmm, i'm leaving on friday already!
very fast, next few days i will be spending in church!
lols
preparing for mission trip!
excited! Whee

mailing meryl now, lols
cya!

meeting OKBC tmr! yippie!

hide & seek

2008-12-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

Its damn shitty, i'm in great pain ..

you know, sometimes it sucks when people don't really respect you
i'm pissed off with alot of things, including daddy's laptop. Oh man

i missed a few parts of the show! Argh, the bus was SLOW!

you know what? From now on, im just going to pray in faith.I won't care about the results, cause i know its all in God's hands. I know i did my best, and he will definately do the rest.Dream of the impossible? Yes, i shall dream alot tonight! (: haha

back

2008-12-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

I'm back, finally!
haha, 3 days 2 nights spent at kelong ..
not bad though, haha
i got ALOT of bites and got a bit sunburnt!
(from all the fishing)

i don't have the pictures with me, hopefully i can get it soon! XD

walked alot with felicia and jia hui today!
plaza sing, taka, heeren
and it rained heavily!
lols

tired, tmr gotta go dental app
and i'm helping BCM for the deco tmr and thursday!
cya!

sorry OKBC, i can't go for dinner with your
sorry yanni, for not being able to celebrate your birthday
& thanks jia hui, that badge is real nice! XD

cyaa!

2008-11-27T13:24:00.000+08:00

I'm going malaysia on saturday to monday!
Kelong again! haha (:
but then i will be missing alot of things ..
eg ER camp ..
Lols ..

everytime i look at her, i feel a sense of guilt ..
somehow i think that the way she is now is all cause of me ..
i was too forgiving to her
always letting her get the best, pampering her ..
i guess all i can do now is just to hope she will change for the better ..
her attitude is really too much
all this time, i can only say God has given me lots of patience ..
yet,i cant stop feeling guilty .

argh, i cant go for prayer meeting with the ERs tonight again =.=
blah

AHHHH

2008-11-22T17:50:00.001+08:00

RAWR!
after 374836294 times of changing blogskins,
its finally done!
phew

sick girl rantings ..

2008-11-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

I'm currently sick! Argh, the stomach pains again ..
Daddy told me not to go rangers today ..
Lollipop going to have a interview on 933 soon! yeah ..
Its gonna rain, haha
tonight is Music monster! haix .. HAHA
but its okay, sure got people record the whole thing uh!
Tmr is their autograph, but have youth service! so cannot go! Lols

Had combined cell yesterday, was okay ..
I kinda miss the old HG3 .. the really old one
before we split ..
and suddenly i miss meryl loads .. Lols

Going Kelong trip next saturday to monday!
excited! haha ..
meeting OKBC on tuesday! XD
finally! HAHA

woke up super early today ..
Cause derrick was going to be baptised!
still sounds weird, do i call him cmdr? or Uncle? (when he marrys lah)
HAHA, still sounds weird lah! aiyoh ..

The interview is starting! YAY!
but its raining .. boo ..
cya!

tired!

2008-11-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

its been a long day! but also through today, i really learnt alot more things!
Outpost outing was okay .. a little scary at first, but it turned out all right (:
i think i have overcome my fear of talking to crowds .. cause i was kinda scared ..
Well, i trusted in God and everything turned out perfectly fine(:
really had fun! but my legs are aching badly! HAHA

yesterday cell outing was great too! haha
seriously, my cell should go bowling more often! Hees (:
chomp chomp was great too! well, i had loads of fun!
hmmm, maybe it's time i start studying already! Boo =.=

i din really like what she said, but well .. i won't bother too much about it.

Music Monster!!

2008-11-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

AHHHH! I really wanna go to Music Monster lah! Hopfully i can win the tickets! haha (: then can see Lollipop! yeah!!

Mummy bought a top for me today! yippe haha
its really nice .. ever since i saw it , i fell in love with it! =.= that sounded weird .. ahaha

nevermind .. shall go do heymaths already! Lols

back in time

2008-11-10T13:39:00.001+08:00

Was browsing through photos taken when i was younger .. haha
boy, i did have a good laugh! (:
Looking through all the holidays we went, birthday parties, family gatherings ..
I realised something, most pictures were taken with the same people!
and most of them are from rangers! XD

then again, all of us have changed .. appearance especially! HAHA
but then we all look so happy, carefree
hees .. i guess lots of things change when we all grow up! haha

im gonna die of boredom at home! seriously! ahhhh

2008-11-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

bored, did a test at ipersonic.com! haha(:

Good-natured Realists are warm-hearted, helpful personalities. They do their work conscientiously and have a pronounced organising talent. They often feel they are committed to traditional values. The family in particular is extremely important to Good-natured Realists. Their greatest pleasure is making themselves useful and taking care of other people. But they do not like pushing themselves to the fore; they prefer to fulfil their tasks out of the limelight.

Good-natured Realists are real workaholics; they are very reliable and nothing is too much for them when it is a question of completing a project. Thoroughness, conscientiousness and sense of duty are their strongest points. They prefer established and familiar situations to new and unknown situations.In dealing with others,
Good-natured Realists are considerate and obliging; they are always happy to put aside their own requirements in the interest of their family and friends. Their home is mostly very well cared-for, cosy and tidy. Their perfectionism on the one hand and their aversion to delegating tasks on the other hand often lead to them taking on too much both professionally and privately. They cannot stand discord; conflicts make them very unhappy. One could almost describe them as being harmony-addicted - and this sometimes leads them to strongly neglecting themselves and their own wishes because they are unable to bring themselves to put up a fight.

Good-natured Realists dream of a stable and trusting relationship for life. Marriage and family are very important to them. They take care of their partner attentively and lovingly and put up with a lot for a harmonious relationship. They are also loyal and reliable friends. However, they can be very hurt if their interpersonal commitment is taken for granted for too long.

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, practical, emotional, planning, tradition-conscious, good-natured, self-sacrificing, caring, devoted, friendly, loyal, considerate, reliable, conscientious, loving, quiet, reserved, modest, helpful, objective, hard-working, warm-hearted, communicative, painstaking, altruistic

These subjects could interest you
cooking, animals, family, music, trekking, camping, hiking, craftwork, nature, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual matters, meditation

AHHHHHH!

2008-11-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i officially give up on my blogskin!!
tsk tsk tsk
its just weird! Lols

I think im gonna be sick =.=
I'm very tired lah!
Went for 2 services today(:

I need to go shopping badly!
Who is freeee???
Haha

alrights , shall go update blogshop with prii!(:
we rock! haha

FATED TO LOVE YOU!!

2008-11-08T10:18:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i last posted! haha
cause always watching show(: lazy leh!
Comp kinda cranky now, cant upload the last episode! RAWRS!

Fated to love you is damn nice lah!!
its really a ptiy that qiao en did not win best female lead award
haha, she is really good man!

but then again, i don't believe in fate
oh well (:

hmmm, but if such a nice guy ever appear in my life!!
ahaha, in my dreams only lah!! aiyoh
tsk tsk tsk

Went for Marcus graduating concert on tuesday
Cant believe my bro isgoing p1 next year?
haha, all of them are so small and cute! hees (: